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I crossdress and wear diapers on occasion, it's not something I do all the time. I just wear normal boxers and men's clothing when I'm not in the mood for cross dressing/diapers. When I do wear, it's something I do in the privacy of my own home, I have no desire to wear out in public. A session of wearing usually lasts a couple of hours, until my mind naturally returns to reality or when I feel the need to orgasm. Once that happens, all that stuff gets taken off and put away.
I have many hobbies and am pretty well known in many of the hobby/communities that I am a part of, which have nothing to do with ABDL or crossdressing. I really feel the need to open up about this part of me, so that I can dissipate this pesky shame, but I can't do it with the people I hang out with. As far as I know, these people are not part of the ABDL community and talking to them about it would be a horrible idea.
I'd love to hear from other people who only wear on occasion, and have hobbies just like anyone else. Do you ever worry about being outed by people if they somehow find out about it? It's such a difficult predicament. You feel trapped, where you can either keep it bottled up inside, or you can tell your friends and lose many of them.
Right now, I am seeing a therapist, and she is amazing. I told her about my fetishes on my first session, and she was very understanding and didn't think any less of me.
I realize that none of this is anything to be ashamed of. I think the bottom line is, I need to get it all off my chest without risking the relationships I have with many people I have in my life who don't coincide with this community.
Thank you very much for reading, and I really would love your support and understanding!
I have many hobbies and am pretty well known in many of the hobby/communities that I am a part of, which have nothing to do with ABDL or crossdressing. I really feel the need to open up about this part of me, so that I can dissipate this pesky shame, but I can't do it with the people I hang out with. As far as I know, these people are not part of the ABDL community and talking to them about it would be a horrible idea.
I'd love to hear from other people who only wear on occasion, and have hobbies just like anyone else. Do you ever worry about being outed by people if they somehow find out about it? It's such a difficult predicament. You feel trapped, where you can either keep it bottled up inside, or you can tell your friends and lose many of them.
Right now, I am seeing a therapist, and she is amazing. I told her about my fetishes on my first session, and she was very understanding and didn't think any less of me.
I realize that none of this is anything to be ashamed of. I think the bottom line is, I need to get it all off my chest without risking the relationships I have with many people I have in my life who don't coincide with this community.
Thank you very much for reading, and I really would love your support and understanding!