I attribute my attraction to wearing diapers and rubber pants today to a combination of circumstances starting with being a bedwetter throughout most of my childhood. I didn't stop wetting my bed until I was 17, but by then I had learned to play with myself under my diapers after my mother diapered me at night and often again in the morning when I would wake up in wet diapers and have an erection. So for the next several years, diapers became not only a way to keep my bed dry at night but also a daily/nightly sexual adventure. In fact my mother asked me when I was 17 if I still wet my bed because I wanted to wear diapers rather than because I couldn't stop and use the potty instead. I ended up telling her truthfully that I did really like wearing diapers, and didn't mind at all wetting them and sleeping in wet diapers, but did confess that I usually woke up when I need to go potty and used my diapers instead of getting up to go to the bathroom. She told me that since I would be leaving home soon for college that I should stop wearing diapers and use the bathroom instead because I'd find I wouldn't be able to wear them when I was living in the dorms. But as a compromise, she promised to let me wear diapers and rubber pants when I was home for holidays if I really wanted. Well from then on, I only got to wear diapers when I was home for short times, but my desire to wear diapers and rubber pants, use them for masturbation and sexual activities only seemed to increase and become stronger. Than when I was on my own, starting my career, I went back to wearing diapers off and on, whenever I felt like it, but only secretly, never telling anyone, except for the few times I told a girl about it and that didn't usually go over well. Years later I decided to stop fooling myself, and wear my diapers and rubber pants whenever I wanted and once I started down that path, I've been wear full time, use them for going potty always, and occasionally mess in them as well, but only when my wife gives her permission. And yes, I did finally meet a lovely girl who accepted and supported my diaper life style. I wear my diapers and rubber pants around the house, when ever we go out, and to bed every night.
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