my love, regret, and pride. And all things that personally fall into those three catergories for me. I will openly state it does not include America, in my personal opinion dying for a country when you aren't employed to be put in that situation, is like dying in a gang, its ****ing stupid. To me, even putting myself in the situation of being employed to possibly die for this country is sketchy. But hey, thats just me. Anyone else who can do it, more power to you.
I also don't believe in dying for my family, just for the sake of them being my family. I'd let a good part of my family fall down dead before I'd stand up and say "I'll take this one" Actually, I'd let most of them die. Call it horrible or apathy, just my personal opinion.