Sounds like you’re a bit like me. A side of me knows I should stop the water and night diaper while there’s still a chance of regaining control. But come bedtime it’s overwhelming, without fail I down the water, tape on a diaper and drift off for another cycle in a relentless pursuit of every night bedwetting. Good or bad, my desire to wet the bed is stronger than my adult common sense.Aby - thanks for sharing. I totally agree with your experiences. I achieved the ability to pee while sleeping while listening to subliminal You Tube files, and it works 100% of the time. Until recently, when I didn't listen to them, I would stay dry. Right now, I am not listening to the files and I am waking up wet everyday. I don't dare not wear a diaper. I do continue to have a full large glass of water in the evening.