Where did it all start?

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I know this might be a recurrent topic here but I haven't found the proper one soooo

Yeah. Share your story here! I'll obviously go first.

Sorry in advance for some grammar mistakes but English is obviously not my first language 😅

I remember being a bedwetter until I was 6 or 7 years old and since I'm really short and skinny Goodnights weren't actually that great on me (my mum's told me numerous time I got a rash from them) so I was put back in Huggies (also Pampers gave me a rash smh) for the time being. After being able to control my bladder during the night I remember being so jealous of my sister, which is 4 years younger than me, being able to stay in diapers for as long as she wanted, she literally got potty trained during the day when she was 3 and a half.. This is where I began being attracted to diapers, not in a sexual way because I was too young for that.

Fast forward five years

After my parents' divorce, which happened back in 2010 when I was 12 years old, my mum took me and my sister for a ten days vacation in a village in southern Italy. There were loads of families there and I remember being so jealous of little kids being able to run around the village just in their diapers and there I realized I was into this world.

I haven't really wore a lots though since I didn't have enough privacy when we moved in another apartment when I was 14, I had to share the room with my sister so I just kept craving the desire to wear and use diapers.

Last year though I did something for this, after my mother got hired as an elderly caregiver I kept thinking about how I could be in diapers again and yeah: I started wetting the bed. For the first three nights my mum was like okay, you might need diapers but I don't know if you want to do this.
I hid the fact I wanted them so I just went I don't know, I just don't want you to keep washing sheets everyday... I might give it a try. For a year and a half I wore them, starting with Pullups and switching to disposable when I started to leak. It was the best time of my life. I slept with my mother at that time because I didn't want to bother my sister and boy oh boy... Waking up in the middle of the night hugged by my mother and wetting while pretending to be asleep, feeling my mother waking up and checking my crotch was an unbelievable experience. She kept me asleep sometimes, I just changed when I woke up.

I haven't wore during the day that much (besides the days my mum had a day shift and my sis was at University) but I remember faking accidents while cleaning dishes or doing chores. I was mortified and for a few weeks I was kept in diapers during the day. I wet whenever I felt like wetting, never went #2 though besides a night where I was really sick and feeling like I couldn't get up in time. My mum woke me up in the middle of the night after messing it and I remember her changing and cleaning me up in the bathroom, putting on me a Bambino I bought online (I told her they were free :p).

I wish I could still do that but I had to change my life due to a toxic environment back in my hometown and no job opportunities. Right now I'm in Australia, 28 hours away from home, starting my brand new life. I'm still in an hostel at the moment but trying to find an apartment for next year. I have some spare pullups in my luggage but haven't been able to use them as I'm literally scared af to get caught by others in the hostel ahah.

Allright, this is my story! (So far :p)
It's such a relief being able to share it with someone who actually understands me. I'm glad I found the courage to create a profile and speak with you.
 
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Great story/intro, wish mine was as good.

I used to steal nappies from my younger sister and wear them in secret as a child. Then in my teen years I used to climb into the loft (attic) where I had some underpants, jeans and a t shirt I put on and used to wet and mess myself whenever I could. When Mum was at work I used to wash them and put them back up there to dry.

Then nothing for years, but I was into pee porn and stumbled across girls wetting ABDL nappies. This lead to me getting a sample pack and the rest is history…
 
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I can't remember exactly when my desired of wearing diapers started, I remember feeling jealous of my sister when she was a baby and I was like 5 years old. I remember stealing diapers from my cousin when I was about 10 or 12 and by the age of 15 I bought my first diapers. I remember putting the diaper on and feeling disgusting with my self but my desired continued so.. I kept buying anyway. I'm now 35 and I still wear diapers and like them a lot
 
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It started for me shortly after needing them medically, It was a slow start though.
 
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I was a bedwetter until I was ~18. When I was little my parents took me to the doctor and all that and nothing was wrong so they just said I'd grow out of it eventually. I was in pull-ups, goodnites or diapers at night till I was 18. When I was really little like 4 or so I knew I liked diapers and would wear my bedwetting diapers during the day for fun.
I remember wearing my wet diaper from the night before and my mom used to tell me if I wanted to wear one I at least need to change out if the wet one I had on. Never got in trouble for wearing for fun but as I got older and was wearing youth/adult diapers that cost more my mom told me to try not to use to many cause they were expensive.
At one point I kept leaking through the goodnites and cheap store brand diapers so I had to embarrassing task of asking for better diapers. Ended up with my mom taking me to the medical supply store when I was a teenager and telling me to pick out the diapers that would work. They had abenas so I chose those having seen them online(this was back when m4's were some of the best diapers). Still remember the mix of excitement and embarrassment picking those out.

But as far back as I can remember I've loved wearing diapers not 100% on why really but it's never bothered me that much. And with accepting parents I never felt ashamed about it and that definitely helped me later in life. I've been able to be open with women I've dated about it without to much anxiety and never had a bad reaction from them. Been with my current GF for 10 years and she's known since the first few months we were together.
 
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phase II said:
I was a bedwetter until I was ~18. When I was little my parents took me to the doctor and all that and nothing was wrong so they just said I'd grow out of it eventually. I was in pull-ups, goodnites or diapers at night till I was 18. When I was really little like 4 or so I knew I liked diapers and would wear my bedwetting diapers during the day for fun.
I remember wearing my wet diaper from the night before and my mom used to tell me if I wanted to wear one I at least need to change out if the wet one I had on. Never got in trouble for wearing for fun but as I got older and was wearing youth/adult diapers that cost more my mom told me to try not to use to many cause they were expensive.
At one point I kept leaking through the goodnites and cheap store brand diapers so I had to embarrassing task of asking for better diapers. Ended up with my mom taking me to the medical supply store when I was a teenager and telling me to pick out the diapers that would work. They had abenas so I chose those having seen them online(this was back when m4's were some of the best diapers). Still remember the mix of excitement and embarrassment picking those out.

But as far back as I can remember I've loved wearing diapers not 100% on why really but it's never bothered me that much. And with accepting parents I never felt ashamed about it and that definitely helped me later in life. I've been able to be open with women I've dated about it without to much anxiety and never had a bad reaction from them. Been with my current GF for 10 years and she's known since the first few months we were together.
Do you remember how much thicker the Abenas used to be back then????
 
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My desire for diapers came when I was around 5-6 years old and living in a military community in Heidelberg, Germany (Dept of Defense school) in pre-K. I had no medical need for them, but my autism and overall psychology leaned towards them as an attachment object, which later turned into a fetish over time. It wasn’t until my college years that I finally tried out some abdl diapers.
 
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I remember when they were XPluses, very thirsty diapers and ultra puffy too.
 
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I’ve always been a little into pee play. Only infrequently. Last summer I was wetting myself while working around the pool. It occurred to me to try diapers. I knew my wife was going to be out of town later in August so I ordered some diapers from Amazon. While she was gone I tried them. After the second one I was hooked. That was about four months ago. Now I wear whenever the opportunity presents itself. Wish I would have thought of diapers much earlier.
 
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Jorelaxed said:
Do you remember how much thicker the Abenas used to be back then????
I haven't worn them since my early 20s so idk what they are like now(actually still have an old bag at my parents house that has the elastic waistband still). I do remember them being similar thickness to some of these modern diapers just not as good of absorbent material.
But compared to the youth attends and Walmart diapers they were amazing. Diapers nowadays have come so far I've been wearing megamax and can't believe how much they can hold lol.
 
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They are very different from you ones you and I knew from back then.
 
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Jorelaxed said:
they are very different from you ones you and I knew from back then.
That sucks had heard they were not as they used to be. And I remember the xplus too think that's what they were when I first got them was around the early 2000's.
 
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phase II said:
I was a bedwetter until I was ~18. When I was little my parents took me to the doctor and all that and nothing was wrong so they just said I'd grow out of it eventually. I was in pull-ups, goodnites or diapers at night till I was 18. When I was really little like 4 or so I knew I liked diapers and would wear my bedwetting diapers during the day for fun.
I remember wearing my wet diaper from the night before and my mom used to tell me if I wanted to wear one I at least need to change out if the wet one I had on. Never got in trouble for wearing for fun but as I got older and was wearing youth/adult diapers that cost more my mom told me to try not to use to many cause they were expensive.
At one point I kept leaking through the goodnites and cheap store brand diapers so I had to embarrassing task of asking for better diapers. Ended up with my mom taking me to the medical supply store when I was a teenager and telling me to pick out the diapers that would work. They had abenas so I chose those having seen them online(this was back when m4's were some of the best diapers). Still remember the mix of excitement and embarrassment picking those out.

But as far back as I can remember I've loved wearing diapers not 100% on why really but it's never bothered me that much. And with accepting parents I never felt ashamed about it and that definitely helped me later in life. I've been able to be open with women I've dated about it without to much anxiety and never had a bad reaction from them. Been with my current GF for 10 years and she's known since the first few months we were together.
We have similar origin stories, except I'm older and we only had cloth diapers rather than disposables. My sister and I were both slow to potty train and wore diapers during the day until we were 7 and at night until we stopped wetting our beds. I was 17 when I stopped and my sister stopped when she was 12. She's three years younger than me and I do remember how we played together wearing diapers and rubber pants, even when we were teens. Our parents were quite easy going about us wearing diapers, since we were both bedwetters. I never felt much pressure from them to stop or not wear diapers. Since we only had cloth diapers that had to be pinned, our mother diapered both of us at night, usually at the same time, because she didn't want us hurt ourselves trying to pin our diapers on. But when I was a little older, she did let me diaper my sister when they were out to dinner or visiting friends. By the time I stopped wetting my bed, I had grown to like wearing diapers, even during the day sometimes. Mostly I stopped because of college, but really wanted to wear diapers anyway. Our mother let me wear diapers when I came home from college on holidays if I wanted to. By then my sister no longer wore diapers and said she had no interest any longer but she seemed to like it when I came home from college and wanted to wear diapers again. Sometimes she would pin my diaper on me when we went to bed. When I finally left home for good, my mom let me take all my old diapers and rubber pants in case I wanted to wear them. My sister would come over to visit once in a while and I often wore diapers and rubber pants when she was over.
 
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Lyric said:
We have similar origin stories, except I'm older and we only had cloth diapers rather than disposables. My sister and I were both slow to potty train and wore diapers during the day until we were 7 and at night until we stopped wetting our beds. I was 17 when I stopped and my sister stopped when she was 12. She's three years younger than me and I do remember how we played together wearing diapers and rubber pants, even when we were teens. Our parents were quite easy going about us wearing diapers, since we were both bedwetters. I never felt much pressure from them to stop or not wear diapers. Since we only had cloth diapers that had to be pinned, our mother diapered both of us at night, usually at the same time, because she didn't want us hurt ourselves trying to pin our diapers on. But when I was a little older, she did let me diaper my sister when they were out to dinner or visiting friends. By the time I stopped wetting my bed, I had grown to like wearing diapers, even during the day sometimes. Mostly I stopped because of college, but really wanted to wear diapers anyway. Our mother let me wear diapers when I came home from college on holidays if I wanted to. By then my sister no longer wore diapers and said she had no interest any longer but she seemed to like it when I came home from college and wanted to wear diapers again. Sometimes she would pin my diaper on me when we went to bed. When I finally left home for good, my mom let me take all my old diapers and rubber pants in case I wanted to wear them. My sister would come over to visit once in a while and I often wore diapers and rubber pants when she was over.
My sister is a DL like me actually, me and her wore a lot together as kids/teens. When we moved out we got an apartment together and would wear all the time. Last time I went to see her I brought her a few of my GF's diapers to wear.
She lives out in the country so it's nice being diapered out there you can just go out in just a diaper without worrying about anyone seeing you.
 

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I have a fairly mild form of incontinence and am fully incontinent when I am sick at least when it comes to wetting. I was not potty trained until I was seven and even wet on occasion until thirteen and have always wet the bed. One time when I was eleven I was sick and was back fully in diapers, something about colds just means I am going to wet 24/7 back to not being potty trained. It was then I noticed I like being in diapers. I was the last to be out of diapers of my brothers and cousins despite being the oldest. I even remember potty training with my youngest cousin who was still in diapers at age four and I was age six. He was soon potty trained though. Always a competitor that one. Need to get potty trained? just make it a game.
 

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My origin is already written up Here.
 

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Growing up, my best friends older brother was in nappies. He had the mind of an infant due to brain damage so I remember him in these green plastic backed adult nappies. And for whatever reason, he would never wear any clothes around the house so would always be wearing nothing but a nappy which was usually messy. His father would lay him out on the living room floor and change his messy nappy in front of us and I can always remember feeling very jealous. I can remember discussing with my friend what it would be like to wear nappies and it turned out he also wore nappies for bed wetting so he was able to tell me. Thinking back, I often wonder if my friend might be a DL.

So that’s obviously where my desire has stemmed from, and I can remember my childhood was spent constantly wanting to wear nappies until my high school years. And then It wasn’t until I was 19 and had finished up with school and college that I started getting back into it and finding out there was a whole community of people like myself.
 
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I was potty trained around 18 to 24 months. I think. I simply don't remember being in diapers.

When I was about 9 years old, I started to wet the bed and my parents got me some reusable diapers. Before this time, I never thought about using diapers or peeing my pants (although I think I had an accident or two).

I continued to wet my bed until I was about 12 years old. During this time, I would occasionally pee or poop my swimsuit and sometimes use my diapers.

After I stopped wetting the bed, I continued to occasionally use my swimsuit or the diapers.

But it wasn't until my mid 30's that I really started to use diapers. I still only do this occasionally but much more frequently than as a teen.
 

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For me I had a younger sister who needed to wear diapers.
She was born with a crippling disease/disorder (that was new at that time, forgot the name).
Anyways she would wear the old 6 tape styled Attends (with the name on the tapes).
This raised my curiosity and I ended up taking a few from her.
It was there that I started looking up online these confused feelings of mine and that eventually led me to a very early version of AdultBabySource.
My sister as well was not full tile living at our fanily home and instead lived with a foster family that was better equipped to handle the medical care for her.
So, when my parents had to take her back to the foster family, strangly enough my mom would leave 5-6 of the Attends on a changing table next to the crib.
Now she is not one to be forgetful to take that sort of item back with her. I think in a way my mom helped me pursue this new feeling and curiosity of mine.
Then eventually I started off buying Depends diapers, then eventually Bambino Classico, and the rest is history.
 
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I wet the bed and peed my pants waaaay past acceptable age and my mom made me wear pull-ups. One day I stopped wetting in the night and having accidents but I found myself enjoying the feeling of wetting and even messing myself sometimes (even on purpose) in my diapers. Fast forward to later I kept being drawn to the act of wetting myself as part of an emotional regression or even sometimes a “thing.” Fast forward to my 30s, I now have moderate urine incontinence. Be careful what you think about. I never thought this could be real...but here we are. but I still found myself longing for those secure and safe times just going anytime I wanted. I’m now 24/7, and I feel I’ve come full circle and I have a sense of security and comfort as part of a toilet free lifestyle and I am more and more comfortable with it. For me it’s bittersweet. It wasn’t always 100% ok....but now it is.

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