The depends tab style diapers were the first adult product I had ever used up until I discovered bambino diapers. I remember making an excuse to my wife that I needed a filter for the lawnmower and that I had to order one online.. so if she saw a strange charge it would be a non issue. The anticipation that week was insane, constantly driving by the house every chance I got to intercept my new treasure. My heart was racing when I finally opened the mailbox and they were in my possession at last. it was even better once she left to visit her sister, and I was able to really examine them. They were the classico diapers sample of 2. I just thought "omg, they are so thick and soft". Once I laid down in it, and taped it on, I was in a whole other universe... I knew I never wanted to leave. I wore that sucker for the next 20+hours till it was saturated completely, it was wrecked. I felt so good and just the wave's of comfort and excitement.. it was just so awesome.
Its a few years later now... and I finally got my first onesie about three weeks ago... and wow how that added to the experience. My wife now knows about things, and she purchased it for me. We are in an open relationship, I'm strictly her baby forever now which is awesome. Anyway, yea... the onesie arrived and she laid me down in a fresh diaper, powder paste and all, then did the "arms up" and slid that sucker on me....I felt so regressed and babyish, I'm so happy. I can totally relate to how you must feel, and how amazing laying there in it holding your teddies is, take it all in... its so awesome, congrats to you! =)