what caused you to be a dl

[eliblox2009]

what caused you to be a dl?

 

[Fairwarning]

I'm pretty sure I always was a dl. I don't feel like there was somthing that caused it.

 

[dpcare]

I'm not a DL I'm incontinent

 

[Diapercutie]

Since like 5.

 

[eastcoastdl24]

I had a liking for diapers since a young age. Don’t know why. But then when i had my first “special moment” while playing with a diaper i was hooked for life.

 

[Nowididit]

I had a liking for diapers since a young age. Don’t know why. But then when i had my first “special moment” while playing with a diaper i was hooked for life.

Pretty much the same for me. My first experience with diapers was around 4 or 5. I saw a box of Kimbees diapers at my aunt and uncles house and it was like a switch flipped on. That switch never flipped off and when I had my very first orgasm in a diaper there was definitely no turning back.

 

[Zeke]

Originally I was a plastic pants lover, a PPL, from toddlerhood. This was something that I went through binge and purge cycles throughout the years with. Then, a little over 7 years ago I had a seizure that resulted in my minor urinary incontinence, from a cervical spinal injury, and later 2 level fusion, becoming full on dual ic. After the surgery in ‘91 I had gotten up to 225 mg of morphine and 50 mg of hydrocodone daily, but years later, about the time I had the seizure, the pain clinic had tried radio frequency ablation to mitigate the pain. This reduced the pain sufficiently that I dropped down to less than 20% of the pain medication which relieved years of opioid induced constipation. This improved functioning of my GI track combined with the dual ic made diapers an even more essential item for daily life. After trying disposable pull-up products and then disposable 4 tape diapers, that were too expensive to be practical on my fixed income, I turned to cloth diapers, which my wife and I had diapered our children with very economically. After a while the cloth diapers seemed to augment my affinity for plastic pants and I gradually found myself becoming a DL along with being a PPL. Initially when I became incontinent I found that I was becoming rather resentful about my situation and I knew, that for me, attitude makes all the difference in how I deal with an issue. So I chose to embrace my condition knowing that if I didn’t my life could well be quite miserable. That’s how I came to be a DL in addition to my being a PPL.

 

[phase II]

Been a DL as long as I can remember. But I think being a bedwetter and always having diapers made it easier for me to figure it out so young.

 

[NivekDLF]

I've been a DL since 5 or 6 years old. It was friends of the family had 2 young girls and me and my brother, they wanted to play house! I was the baby they found a diaper and put it on me. I instantly from then on became infatuated with them. I have kept it a secret ever since. I thought for the longest time I was alone. Thank you internet for opening my eyes to the world of ABDL. It has never went away I have fought it but it will always be there. Now I embrace it!

 

[pd8615]

what caused you to be a dl?

I don’t really know, as I have never not had this interest. As long as I have adult memory, I have wanted this.

Did not have bed wetting issues.

I have diagnosed autism.

Autism creates anxiety, and ABDL helps with this.

 

[diaperboy]

I can't remember what age I was, but I do remember wanting to be back in diapers after being potty trained. I wet the bed until I was 7 I think, but didn't really get put in diapers. It wasn't until my mom had my twin sisters that I had a fascination for them. There was a long period of time after that where I didn't really think too much about them, but I have BPD and sometimes I age regress so diapers were on my mind a lot during high school years. I didn't pursue any of the feelings because I couldn't, living with my parents, but after moving out for the third time of my parents house, I was able to explore that side of me. Honestly, I don't think I'll ever go back, mainly because I also have Ehler Danlos Syndrome, which causes mild incontinence.

 

[HieronymusSquash]

I've been a DL since 5 or 6 years old. It was friends of the family had 2 young girls and me and my brother, they wanted to play house! I was the baby they found a diaper and put it on me. I instantly from then on became infatuated with them. I have kept it a secret ever since. I thought for the longest time I was alone. Thank you internet for opening my eyes to the world of ABDL. It has never went away I have fought it but it will always be there. Now I embrace it!

I was abused as a kid, physical, sexual, etc. One of the abusers had a diaper fetish and forced me to wear and use them. It turned out that it was the part of the abuse I enjoyed and looked forward to. Everything else was ... vile. I just drifted back towards the DL thing in my early teens. At first it messed me up and then I got past the history that came with it and just learned to enjoy myself.

 

[Sgdlboy]

I was a bedwetter till late teens about 17 and i guess its because going though puberty in diapers eg waking up to a wet diaper and morning erections causes me to shift and view diapers as a sexual thing , the secure feelings of it and im used to wearing them growing up so i sort of grew attached to it.

 

[Neroforte]

Strangely think been DL for very long time after came inconvenient and now wear diaper everyday

 

[LittleScotty]

I think being an ABDL was inevitable for me due to my childhood experiences.

After being potty trained at a young age for a reason that is still unknown I regressed at four years old and started suffering with constipation and having accidents. After a stay in hospital to investigate it was deemed to be psychological. As a result I wore nappies and pull ups until I was ten years old.

I've written a whole post on in it which can be found HERE

 

[LittleAndAlone]

No clue. One of the greatest mysteries of the universe. Whoever figures it out would be the wealthiest and most successful psychologists on the planet.

No trauma or issues, rather uneventful childhood other than maybe being too smart and serious and anti social. What compels a healthy happy normal 5-6 yr old for no reason at all to just suddenly develop this deep life long fascination? Already as a child something about the sheepishness and babyishness and daring of it was exhilarating and euphoric. Even the smell of a new pack being opened or catching a whiff of the baby isle in grocery stores was intoxicating and made butterflies in the tummy at that age. And the thought of being 'too old for diapers' repeating on loop in the mind of that child making it a million times more sheepish and irresistible. Where *does* any of this even come from?
😳👉👈🫣

 

[Frungie]

See my post on DID POTTY TRAINING DO THIS TO US?

 

[KindaOlde]

Always been a bit into pee play. Working in the yard last summer and decided to wet then and there. It then occured to me to try diapers. Loved it and been doing it since

 

[Pelusos]

I don't know the whole answer. I was potty trained in normal time at age 1 and half, I was not abused,but I had a terrible pissing accident in kindergarten and a diarrea accident in summary camp at age 5. And I wet the bed for a short period becase of medical reason. My first memories of plastic pants and diapers are from this time. Maybe important: I have a 2 years younger sister and older siblings can be very jealous...
Maybe I'm hypersensitive, cloths, shoes and everything on my body have to be absolutely comfortable, I wear only one ring and a watch becouse jewellweries bother me so diapers could couse extra sensation around my extra part of my body.
And diapers have always related to peeing, everything about peeing, wetting, accidents and the smell of the pee...

 

[Weatheronthe8s]

I became interested in diapers when I was quite young. I remember probably less than a couple years after I was trained (I was trained at age 4), I would have fantasies about going back to Pull Ups. Something about them just felt interesting to me. However, I was scared to tell anyone. One time my mom forced me to tell her and she was not happy at all. It probably doesn't help that I was once scared when I was like 6 by my mom's boyfriend at the time forcing me into something like a Goodnite. It wasn't that I wasn't curious, as deep down I was very curious. It was that I was forced into one against my will as some sorta joke. Becoming a DL for me I think just kinda happened though.