I always knew that I had an attraction to diapers from a young age, where I would get a boner just thinking of them, and that's going back to like age 3-4. I don't know when I was taken out of diapers per se, or pull-ups, but I was a bed-wetter and would wear Goodnites to bed every night until I was around 8. I would find excuses to wear one during the day, and often, I would put it on early so I could watch TV late at night and enjoy being awake while wetting. When I had my wisdom teeth removed at 16 I had to sleep upright in the chair, and being heavy at the time, and a heavy sleeper especially with the pain killers, I was worried about having an accident in the chair, so I staged it like I caught myself. Next day, had a pack of Depends. They were terrible. The urge to wear went off and on, I remember having a serious binge one week around the holidays when I was 18 where I was nearly 24/7 for a week, and loved every minute. Not too long ago, 2015 I want to say, I made a significant body transformation and I am quite the skinny individual anymore. With stress, not coping well and drinking heavy some nights, and sleeping deep after recovering from a very strenuous case of pneumonia, I was tired of waking up in wet sheets, and it was obvious that simply wearing a diaper was a simple solution. Parents were gone, and I ordered a few cases of Goodnites from amazon (the 34 ct boxes), and I haven't looked back since, might have to get guarded if I have an order arriving, but they've made life much better. I can typically predict nights I'll have an issue, either my red meat allergy is flared up (like last night, and I'm happy I was padded), I'm super worn down and will be in a deep sleep, I'm stressed due to dynamics with my old man, or I might indulge in a few extra beverages. Beats having to sleep in a damp bed the next night, or having to wake up and immediately shower just to remove the aroma. It's been a fun journey, and while I thought I was purely DL, I have been partaking in the AB side a bit with a pacifier, and I'm going to order a onesie when I have the spare cash. It all feels very therapeutic.