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I still live at home because I'm disabled. Being that it's almost holiday time, and he's already paid $55 for the over-bed table my sister wants, my stepdad is giving me an equivalent gift card.
The conversation went as follows. My stepdad, cool guy, comes home. I tell him the good news is, I found something I wanted. The bad news is, it's not on Amazon. He said maybe it is and I just haven't seen it.
"What is it," he asks.
Keep in mind, he already knows something about me being AB/Little. How much? Not quite sure. Had my ears covered when he outed me, loudly and angrily, over the great mattress pad fiasco of 20whenever. Kinda don't wanna know.
Anyway, he asks me what I want, and I look at him, kinda surprised the conversation has gotten this far, and wondering how the hell to put my words together.
I ask if he meant it when he said we all have our weirdnesses, and he says yeah.
I say, "And you won't get all judgey,"
He says it's my present, and my money, and asks me to just spit it out.
I say, "I want a paci," which is incredibly hard to say out of Little space, so congratulate me!
He asks what that is. Again, how the hell did it get this far, and how do I put these words together? I look at him, and put my finger in my mouth a bit, because I couldn't finish the word pacifier.
He asks,"A pacifier," and I tell him yeah.
He says, "I'm sure they're out there, and I'm sure they're on Amazon."
I say, "They have bigger ones, y'know, but not the brand I want," trying, and probably failing, not to sound hella nervous.
He says if it's not on Amazon, to let him know where it's from and he'll get the right gift card.
There are a few reasons I think it went okay.
1. He already knows something, because I can be a bit transparent.
2. There's no way he can be married to mom without being acquainted with some weirdness.
3. He knows I want nothing more than to get me and my weirdness the hell up out my family's way, and sees me making an effort. What I mean is, I don't think he'd be so cool if all I did was sit on my butt Littled out all the time, but he knows I want my independence as an adult.
4. He knows I'm not trying to disrespect the family. I mean, I'd move out if I could, just because if you don't keep it absolutely private, which I will, parents don't wanna deal with that. They shouldn't have to. ABDL is weird and scary to parents.
5. I have the good sense not to use it around state, parent, or sister people, and lastly,
6. without me, we can't make rent.
With https://www.adultpacifier.com/pacifiers/customizable-modified-adult-guard.html What's the free diaper they send you from ABU? I hope it's a Preschool. Should be, since it's at a lower price point. If not, I won't have them send me one. Plastic backed makes my flesh crawl.
Should I go long stem or short stem? I'm leaning toward short. Is there any reason I shouldn't? I know I don't want latex. Silicone for me!
If I have to go with Amazon, how are the Little for Big pacis? Any good?
The conversation went as follows. My stepdad, cool guy, comes home. I tell him the good news is, I found something I wanted. The bad news is, it's not on Amazon. He said maybe it is and I just haven't seen it.
"What is it," he asks.
Keep in mind, he already knows something about me being AB/Little. How much? Not quite sure. Had my ears covered when he outed me, loudly and angrily, over the great mattress pad fiasco of 20whenever. Kinda don't wanna know.
Anyway, he asks me what I want, and I look at him, kinda surprised the conversation has gotten this far, and wondering how the hell to put my words together.
I ask if he meant it when he said we all have our weirdnesses, and he says yeah.
I say, "And you won't get all judgey,"
He says it's my present, and my money, and asks me to just spit it out.
I say, "I want a paci," which is incredibly hard to say out of Little space, so congratulate me!
He asks what that is. Again, how the hell did it get this far, and how do I put these words together? I look at him, and put my finger in my mouth a bit, because I couldn't finish the word pacifier.
He asks,"A pacifier," and I tell him yeah.
He says, "I'm sure they're out there, and I'm sure they're on Amazon."
I say, "They have bigger ones, y'know, but not the brand I want," trying, and probably failing, not to sound hella nervous.
He says if it's not on Amazon, to let him know where it's from and he'll get the right gift card.
There are a few reasons I think it went okay.
1. He already knows something, because I can be a bit transparent.
2. There's no way he can be married to mom without being acquainted with some weirdness.
3. He knows I want nothing more than to get me and my weirdness the hell up out my family's way, and sees me making an effort. What I mean is, I don't think he'd be so cool if all I did was sit on my butt Littled out all the time, but he knows I want my independence as an adult.
4. He knows I'm not trying to disrespect the family. I mean, I'd move out if I could, just because if you don't keep it absolutely private, which I will, parents don't wanna deal with that. They shouldn't have to. ABDL is weird and scary to parents.
5. I have the good sense not to use it around state, parent, or sister people, and lastly,
6. without me, we can't make rent.
With https://www.adultpacifier.com/pacifiers/customizable-modified-adult-guard.html What's the free diaper they send you from ABU? I hope it's a Preschool. Should be, since it's at a lower price point. If not, I won't have them send me one. Plastic backed makes my flesh crawl.
Should I go long stem or short stem? I'm leaning toward short. Is there any reason I shouldn't? I know I don't want latex. Silicone for me!
If I have to go with Amazon, how are the Little for Big pacis? Any good?
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