littleboy7883
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To start with I accepted I am a little at the end of Feb. and then told my wife a short time later. I was hoping she would be able to be my mommy/caregiver. I know my little side comes from a bad and traumatic childhood. I was in a very bad mental place at the time I told her. She wanted me to get help for dealing with my childhood and I have. Right after I told her is when the shutdown started.
Since we both are healthcare workers and on the frontlines, stress has been high for both of us. We have preteen sons (yes I am old school 37 old next sat). I knew I needed to be strong for her the first couple of months of the shut down. Her job is more affected by Covid-19 then mine and more stressful.
Since she wasn't able to be my mommy, I decided to bury my littleside. A couple of weeks ago she asked if I had buried for her. I just told her at the time that I was in a dark space at that time (which I was).
Fast forward to this week and I my littleside is wanting to come out full force. So last night I talked to her and even though at this time she cannot be my mommy/caregiver, she is open to helping with dealing with my past and my littleside. She has always been supportive and understanding. I have a great wife! She asked if I told my therapist yet about being a little. I have not. I have an appointment on Tues and will be talking to her then about it then. Even I am scare to tell my therapist. I know this seem strange but I wanted my wife to be okay with me talking to my therapist about my littleside. I am hoping one day my wife will be okay with me at lease wearing diapers. Back in early March I did buy some and tried them. I really liked wearing them. For me they are very comforting. I also want try a paci. I was a thumb sucker until I was 6. That's another post lol. I am on here looking for understanding friends at this time.
Thank you,
littleboy7883
Since we both are healthcare workers and on the frontlines, stress has been high for both of us. We have preteen sons (yes I am old school 37 old next sat). I knew I needed to be strong for her the first couple of months of the shut down. Her job is more affected by Covid-19 then mine and more stressful.
Since she wasn't able to be my mommy, I decided to bury my littleside. A couple of weeks ago she asked if I had buried for her. I just told her at the time that I was in a dark space at that time (which I was).
Fast forward to this week and I my littleside is wanting to come out full force. So last night I talked to her and even though at this time she cannot be my mommy/caregiver, she is open to helping with dealing with my past and my littleside. She has always been supportive and understanding. I have a great wife! She asked if I told my therapist yet about being a little. I have not. I have an appointment on Tues and will be talking to her then about it then. Even I am scare to tell my therapist. I know this seem strange but I wanted my wife to be okay with me talking to my therapist about my littleside. I am hoping one day my wife will be okay with me at lease wearing diapers. Back in early March I did buy some and tried them. I really liked wearing them. For me they are very comforting. I also want try a paci. I was a thumb sucker until I was 6. That's another post lol. I am on here looking for understanding friends at this time.
Thank you,
littleboy7883