BabyKat
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Well I don't know where to start, but really I just don't know what I want to do with myself at this point...I'm of course referring to my future and ideas maybe as to what I want to do or become or whatever...Well I finished high school last summer, and I've basically taken a year off as a break to try to get my head together and figure things out for myself...believe me, I really needed it...I've figured a lot of things out myself over that long period of time, but none of them have given me any sort of direction as to where I go from here...I wanted to go to college, but I can't even think of the slightest thing I'd like to take...I've gone over it and over it...And I can't stay working where I am for the rest of my life in this dead-end job. Time and the extra money from working full-time has helped me for the first time in years get out of depression for an extended period of time...But in the last week I feel like I've been slipping back into that all over again...(Not any specific reason either) Kind of losing hope for the future that I'll be stuck here forever...And the worst thing is, I really don't have many goals either...So there's nothing to go for really right now...I don't know where I'm going with this, but anyway...Just some thoughts I wanted to put out there...