babyann
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So...big breath... Hi! My name is Ann, and I live in South Africa.
I have enjoyed abdl, ageplay, nappies, diapers for the longest time...as long as I can remember.
My first experience of being in a diaper happened when I had to have an operation (the first of many) and for some reason the nurses put me in a nappy. I was only about 7 years old, but I loved it!! I can still clearly recall every aspect of the experience. I have a form of Cerebral Palsy, which means for me, several operations and I am really quite small and undeveloped. I also get quite clumbsy at times and my balance isn’t great, especially when I am tired. I didn’t have a great childhood - dysfunctional family life - getting bullied and teased at school. I do think that experience has left me always trying to go back to childhood to try to live it again, but happier somehow.
for years and years I would dress up as a baby on my own, and I even made some of my own clothing, including attempts at nappies (usually old towels and plastic bags!). One advantage of being so small (I am just 5 feet nothing tall), and petite frame means that I can actually buy many of my clothing from the children’s section anyway, which is generally much cheaper, and of course I prefer the brighter colours and more juvenile look to the clothing. I am also quite good with a sewing machine, and have had a lot of success altering “normal” clothing to make it more babyish.
I did find a Mommy and Daddy on another website, and lived with them for some time. They were both very into the kinky scene, and I did have the best time ever with them. Sadly, it did not last though. Even though they had a good long open relationship, there were some cracks and over time it was clear the situation had to change. Sort of related but also sort of separately, I had a sort of breakdown at the same time. My relationship became known to my biological family, and all sorts of bad things happened. I ended up being hospitalized and had to start over when I eventually came out. I am still in touch with, and am still madly in love with my Mommy, but for the time being we are not living together full time.
So...bringing things up to date. I currently live alone in Jo’burg (Mommy is 1500km away in Cape Town). Thanks to the Covid pandemic, I only work part time, but that does mean that I can be the infant I want to be for the five days a week, that I am not working!! I now keep myself in nappies 24/7, mostly self made cloth nappies but with plastic panties on top. Due to cost, I can only afford disposables as a change if I am really wet away from home.
one thing I want to try and find out is whether there might be a local market for the sort of clothing that i can make here. Generally, anything we need to import ends up being really expensive, but I can take designs found on the internet and make some good copies at a fraction of the imported price. At least I have enough time to practice. Any SA ABDL’s, please feel free to DM me, if you want some clothing making or copying or altering. Also if you want cloth nappies in any size or thickness.
Ann xx
I have enjoyed abdl, ageplay, nappies, diapers for the longest time...as long as I can remember.
My first experience of being in a diaper happened when I had to have an operation (the first of many) and for some reason the nurses put me in a nappy. I was only about 7 years old, but I loved it!! I can still clearly recall every aspect of the experience. I have a form of Cerebral Palsy, which means for me, several operations and I am really quite small and undeveloped. I also get quite clumbsy at times and my balance isn’t great, especially when I am tired. I didn’t have a great childhood - dysfunctional family life - getting bullied and teased at school. I do think that experience has left me always trying to go back to childhood to try to live it again, but happier somehow.
for years and years I would dress up as a baby on my own, and I even made some of my own clothing, including attempts at nappies (usually old towels and plastic bags!). One advantage of being so small (I am just 5 feet nothing tall), and petite frame means that I can actually buy many of my clothing from the children’s section anyway, which is generally much cheaper, and of course I prefer the brighter colours and more juvenile look to the clothing. I am also quite good with a sewing machine, and have had a lot of success altering “normal” clothing to make it more babyish.
I did find a Mommy and Daddy on another website, and lived with them for some time. They were both very into the kinky scene, and I did have the best time ever with them. Sadly, it did not last though. Even though they had a good long open relationship, there were some cracks and over time it was clear the situation had to change. Sort of related but also sort of separately, I had a sort of breakdown at the same time. My relationship became known to my biological family, and all sorts of bad things happened. I ended up being hospitalized and had to start over when I eventually came out. I am still in touch with, and am still madly in love with my Mommy, but for the time being we are not living together full time.
So...bringing things up to date. I currently live alone in Jo’burg (Mommy is 1500km away in Cape Town). Thanks to the Covid pandemic, I only work part time, but that does mean that I can be the infant I want to be for the five days a week, that I am not working!! I now keep myself in nappies 24/7, mostly self made cloth nappies but with plastic panties on top. Due to cost, I can only afford disposables as a change if I am really wet away from home.
one thing I want to try and find out is whether there might be a local market for the sort of clothing that i can make here. Generally, anything we need to import ends up being really expensive, but I can take designs found on the internet and make some good copies at a fraction of the imported price. At least I have enough time to practice. Any SA ABDL’s, please feel free to DM me, if you want some clothing making or copying or altering. Also if you want cloth nappies in any size or thickness.
Ann xx