You will find that this is a special place where there are many others who share in your desires and can become close friends.
I would suggest that you might share a few more details about yourself and your other interests. While we mostly all here share in being dl or abdl, there are a lot of other groups that may have similar interests as you with your other pursuits in life. If you truly wish to get involved and participate in the site, I recommend sharing a little more about what other interests you have.
This is a widely diverse community and there are people here that you will find care about you and can become true friends.
May you find a companionship here in the community and know that you are amongst friends.