- Adult Baby, Diaper Lover, Babyfur, Sissy, Little
Hi everyone I'm new to this site and I just wanted to share my experience being a repressed little. I've been a little for a very long time but I seperated myself from the community and I felt shame for being feminine and also a little. I went years denying that side of me. Denying myself love, happiness and the feeling of being innocent to cope with past abuse from toxic controlling parents. About a year ago I couldn't take it anymore. I moved all the way across the country away from family that didn't accept me being transgender and surrounded myself with really amazing, accepting, open minded people. A year and a half into transitioning I learned to love myself again and I don't repress how I feel or what I want in life. I found a daddy that really loves me for who I am and he helped me feel little. He worked me into it slowly introducing me new aspects of being a little. Now the happiest days I have are spent with my hello kitty shirt on and a cute pink diaper, pacifier in my mouth coloring. I never experienced that much pleasure in my life and it was completely innocent. I'll be honest I cried because I was denying myself my identity and my desires for so many years. Life is better and I have this community to thank for it.