Not religious myself but logically speaking I say God made you this way and it is said God is perfect so it's yours to embrace and cherish without question. God doesn't judge you for the way he chose to make you so it's unfair to judge yourself.
Also you were made this way for reasons. The gift of not losing touch with your inner child, to know and cherish purity and innocence, so you never forget what's important in life. So you can be kindhearted like a child and protective of those smaller and weaker than you. And to temper any judgement you may have towards those who are different from you, by having your own secret skeletons to remind you of the struggle for acceptance, by your own self and others, which we all face in one way or another.
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As said above, much of what you know and follow today was interpreted, filtered, altered, and written by many humans and colored by social behavior control agendas over many millenia. Churches in the past also used to be the seat of human governance, so a lot of dual role spiritual and political messaging was blurred together. Political ideals pertaining to social stability, controlling unrest and maintaining order, population and resource control, societal survival, etc rather than spiritual (eg don't eat unrefrigerated meat before the invention of refrigerators and microbiology, etc). So take the smaller details with a grain of salt and don't lose sight of the original message and bigger picture.
