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Well, I was doing a blog about this here, but well. I'm not in college anymore.
I graduated with a BS in Psychology in May! Very excited to be done with college. It's weird to think that I'm "officially" what many would consider an Adult. I don't feel like it, I think my brain is still getting ready for me to go to school this fall but... that's not going to happen. I plan on pursuing my doctorate in about a year so I don't run out of steam, but I needed a break.
Moving into the next stage of life has me incredibly anxious. The main reason being: I can't seem to find a longer-term, survivable, or at least decent wage job anywhere. I'm working as a manager but that ends in August, and only 2 of my 45 or so applications have gotten me an interview. One of which is on Wednesday; A position at my Alma Mater, Salaried and Benefited. I'm qualified but god I don't interview well. Holy crap I hope it goes well please let me finally get a job. It's hard to find a job that you can actually work with invisible disabilities.
Anyway. I'm very stressed. So, what to do when stressed? Well, diapers, of course! I've been 24/7 again for about a month. I stopped in January '21 because I had a UTI and got scared. I realized though, that I got this UTI from holding it too long and not being careful with changing and wiping. But, I'm back to it. I know now how to be more careful and proactive about my urinary health when doing this and I've been implementing it. Right now I'm doing the "go whenever, wherever, and don't exert control" method. IT's been working pretty well! Besides the occasional leak, but I'm getting that figured out.
One of the big things that have changed (heh) this time is I'm no longer messing; At least intentionally. My IBS has been really tumultuous recently so there's the occasional accident. But for the most part, I've been pooping in the toilet. I think that was one of the big issues I had; Too much bacteria in the region is bound to have an effect at some point, even if you've got the parts that are more resistant to UTIs. I haven't had any issues thus far.
I've been using NorthShore supremes around the clock at this point. They do well as a nighttime, and well as a daytime for me. Eventually, I'd like to start getting megamax but the price is a little... prohibitive at the moment. Oh well. On top of everything, it's getting HOT. That translates to SO much sweat and I don't wear cloth-backed b/c I don't trust them. So, I've been drinking way more water than usual. Meaning more pee.
Anyway, there's my new update! I'll keep posting to this blog as needed and whenever I want to give an update. Thanks for reading
I graduated with a BS in Psychology in May! Very excited to be done with college. It's weird to think that I'm "officially" what many would consider an Adult. I don't feel like it, I think my brain is still getting ready for me to go to school this fall but... that's not going to happen. I plan on pursuing my doctorate in about a year so I don't run out of steam, but I needed a break.
Moving into the next stage of life has me incredibly anxious. The main reason being: I can't seem to find a longer-term, survivable, or at least decent wage job anywhere. I'm working as a manager but that ends in August, and only 2 of my 45 or so applications have gotten me an interview. One of which is on Wednesday; A position at my Alma Mater, Salaried and Benefited. I'm qualified but god I don't interview well. Holy crap I hope it goes well please let me finally get a job. It's hard to find a job that you can actually work with invisible disabilities.
Anyway. I'm very stressed. So, what to do when stressed? Well, diapers, of course! I've been 24/7 again for about a month. I stopped in January '21 because I had a UTI and got scared. I realized though, that I got this UTI from holding it too long and not being careful with changing and wiping. But, I'm back to it. I know now how to be more careful and proactive about my urinary health when doing this and I've been implementing it. Right now I'm doing the "go whenever, wherever, and don't exert control" method. IT's been working pretty well! Besides the occasional leak, but I'm getting that figured out.
One of the big things that have changed (heh) this time is I'm no longer messing; At least intentionally. My IBS has been really tumultuous recently so there's the occasional accident. But for the most part, I've been pooping in the toilet. I think that was one of the big issues I had; Too much bacteria in the region is bound to have an effect at some point, even if you've got the parts that are more resistant to UTIs. I haven't had any issues thus far.
I've been using NorthShore supremes around the clock at this point. They do well as a nighttime, and well as a daytime for me. Eventually, I'd like to start getting megamax but the price is a little... prohibitive at the moment. Oh well. On top of everything, it's getting HOT. That translates to SO much sweat and I don't wear cloth-backed b/c I don't trust them. So, I've been drinking way more water than usual. Meaning more pee.
Anyway, there's my new update! I'll keep posting to this blog as needed and whenever I want to give an update. Thanks for reading