Poopy Diapers: Why Such A Turn-On?

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Tim23

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Why do I and maybe others find Poopy Diapers so sexually exciting? I know, it's the 64 million dollar question. This all started when I was 13 yrs old. So thinking back, I really can't blame a 13 yr old for feeling this way, but the guilt never completely goes away.

At least we have the internet now, cause I used to think I was the only one, and "What's wrong with me?" I can remember fantasizing back then about my mother putting me back in diapers and treating me like a real baby. But noone knew back then, so I kept it all to myself.

Maybe this question is best answered by a psychologist. SIGH!:sad:
 

Clarity

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All I know is your not alone. They turn me on like nothing else also.
 
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im guessing the pooping of the diapers is something really babyish in your mind, that excites you more etc. that's probably it briefly. I find it makes me reall regressed but not really that excited. Its all in our minds. :p
 

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I have done it b4 and admit it was lots of fun. I don't do it much at all now becuz it is such a mess to have to clean up afterwards and have to be careful that noone is going to be around for a while first. But it makes me feel like I am 2 years old all over again to squat down and load up a diaper. I think I was difficult with toilet training and just didn't want to ever let go of my diapers. :dunno:
 

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I find the idea/action of myself messing to be fun and exciting, not so much other people. I usually assume that it's linked to the regressive feelings that it brings on. It's hard not to feel immature and babyish afterwards.

but the guilt never completely goes away.
Rest assured that it is possible to get over the guilty feelings associated with messing and ABDLism in general. You need to accept that it's a part of you. By that I mean completely accept it - not just putting up with it or trying to shrug it off. It's not easy for most people, but it certainly is achievable :)
 
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Arousal is a complicated thing. Scientifically, sexual interest in feces is 'cropophilia'. Your brain creates its "sexual map" by the time you are eight (approximately), and this specific interest could stem from childhood events involving messing and the opposite sex. I'm not a doctor, and this is just from previous knowledge and a little research. The arousal isn't something you can control. It is an innate action that has been imprinted in your aforementioned "sexual map".
 

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I enjoy messing on occasion, but I wouldn't say it turns me on. It just makes me feel really little. It seems to drop me even deeper into regression, so I always make sure I have plenty of time to enjoy it without having to rush and clean up immediately afterwards.
 

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on the rare times when i mess it is usualy without a diaper , so naughty but exciting,
 
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For me it's because it's the ultimate baby regression. And if it's about being a toddler, it's the ultimate for humiliation. However, it's a very small part of what I enjoy to do (very very small part).
 

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I also find messing a huge turn on, not only me messing but videos of others messing. When I was young like 7-9 I would put down the toilet seat and cover it in toilet paper and go on that (I just liked the way it felt) so I guess I have always liked messing. Lately I have been messing more often late at night because I know I wont get caught and have a way of disposing it. The cleanup is the only real problem with it, I don't really mind the smell much and have air fresheners for that. Sometimes I will go out to the barn at around 10 PM and work for about 4 hours messy. (I did that last 2 nights ago, it was great) I don't even have to worry about the smell out there because I am usually welding which easily masks the smell.
 

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I love it, it makes me feel so babyish around 2 - 3.
It is also such a turnon to do and sit in for a while.
I find that the regression from it feel so real.
I can't explian why it is such a turnon or why it makes me feel more ab. But it is great and I love it.

Don't feel guilty just accept who you are and enjoy it. I believe I wouldn't change this. I think it makes as better, more carring, and sensitive people. So be yourself.
 

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I remember once when I was a toddler and still in diapers and my mom was over at the front door talking with a neighbor when I had to poop. I went over to where she was to get her to help me and remember dancing around and whining and she told me to be quiet and go inside and watch tv, she wud be with me in a few minutes when she got done talking with the neighbor. So like I went inside to where the tv was and then squatted down and filled my pants. I remember putting my hands on the back of my diaper (fortunately I had rubber pants on too) and feeling the big lump I had just made. It just felt so weird pushing the poopy diaper against my rear end and then had to sit there for like 20 minutes in stinky dirty pants until she finally came back in and took me to my bed room and changed me. But like 2 years ago when I was home one day and everyone else was out, I was up in my bedroom and dressed in a diaper and plastic pants admiring myself in the mirror and like suddenly the memory of that day popped into my brain and I thought--like why not? So I squatted down and did a big BM in the diaper. And when I began pushing the dirty diaper against my backside, it was suddenly like I was 3 years old all over again. It was an excited infantile feeling I hadn't had in a long time. It was really babyish and immature, but I loved it. I have done it 1 or 2 times since and just wish it didn't stink so bad afterward and be such a big mess to clean up after. Otherwise I wud do it more. :SHOCKED:
 

Tim23

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WarrenW:

Thanks for the reply. You probably understand me more than anybody. I'd like to discuss this more with you sometime, if that's OK with you.
(Hey, my real middle confirmation name is actually Warren.) :graduate:
 

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For me it isn't so much a sexual turn-on, but rather that it just feels good. The actual process of filling a diaper for me is like a blanket right out of the dryer. The resistance that the back of a diaper provides when I'm going is just one of those awesome feelings. Then you link it to that naughty feeling from when you were three and hiding in the closet or under a table as you filled your pants. It's just kind of awesome. Then when I'm done, it's like ok you know what? I don't care about anything right now. I'm messy and happy. Go away.

Yes clean up is a pain, and that is the only reason I don't do it all the time. Personally, I shower every time now. It's just the fastest and easiest way to clean up.
 

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First off, I'm pretty sure that, for most of us, this is not coprophilia - I don't think anyone here really enjoys the sight, smell or other aspects of their poop. The fact that everyone seems to hate cleaning up afterward is pretty good evidence of that!

That said, the way I look at it is similar to what others have mentioned. First, there's the inherently positive experience of eliminating waste from your body. That's the same no matter where you're doing it! Also, at least for boys, the process stimulates some of the most sensitive parts of your anatomy - your prostate and anal sphincter. Again, this isn't all that different from going in the toilet or elsewhere.

Then there are the psychological aspects. I don't mess very often, but when I do, it's usually when I'm doing something while laying in bed or on the couch - I'm usually feeling very relaxed and comfortable, and when this particular need arises, just letting things go feels satisfyingly natural. Some here mentioned that it evokes feelings from early childhood, like a toddler hiding in a corner and doing something that they know they're not supposed to, but that feels good nonetheless. It makes you feel "little", innocent and perhaps a bit helpless.

And finally, depending on the consistency of what came out, and how much you trust your diaper, having something warm and squishy under you might not be such a bad feeling - at least until you start to smell it, or get a rash...
 

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Its always tempered by the fact that I'm going to have to clean myself off eventually.
 

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I do as well, but the smell and clean-up are NOT worth it. The smell is the biggest thing for me though.

It's just SO bad...I try to refrain from it as much as possible.
 

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I started by liking to have "accidents" in my underwear when I was younger(in the privacy of my bedroom/bathroom ofcourse) but then after a while of searching for porn of all things I found out about diapers. I thought to myself this would be much better! I have been hooked on diapers ever since and now remembering back I have always tried to recreate a diaper type thing with the underwear I would mess in. I now love diapers even if I don't mess them. I like to wet and mess most for sexual pleasure though.
 

icestorm

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Everyone does always ask that. I personally like filling my diaper up, with a big bm, it just feels so regressive and babyish it is a wonderful feeling, like you or two or three years old. I do it atleast once a week
 

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I love messing, it makes me feel so small and helpless. It's the ultimate regression for me.

...I don't think anyone here really enjoys the sight, smell or other aspects of their poop.
I actually like the smell once I've messed o_O
I imagine my parent/caretaker coming to check on me, smelling what I have done and coming to change me right away because I am too little to do it myself.
The smell is like a 'Help, come change me!' :3

Also what does 'bm' mean? I can't figure it out >.<
 
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