Okay Celtic, first off sorry to hear aboutyour troubles. Second of all I have gone through basically the same thing when I was a little bit younger than you. I was 14 and after 2 years of hiding in secret about being aware of being an infantilist, I could not stand it anymore, I had to tell someone. So I ended up telling the closest people to me, my parents. BIG MISTAKE! Now I know you did not tell your parents exactly but what happen after this is very similar to your situation. They basically thought I was mentally ill and sent me to several different psychologist over the next year and a half until right before I was 16. Eventually I talked them out of going by proving to them I can not help it and there is no cure to make it go away so that they were wasting their time. So i suggest you make your parents realize this as soon as possible. Then maybe they will at least stop making you go to shrink, and if your lucky, replace the stuff they stole from you (don't count on that one haha). Okay so here is how you do this...
When you go the the shrink next time ask him these qeustions...
1.) Have you ever had another teen/adult baby or diaper lover as patient?
I bet he will say no.
2.) Then ask him What do you know about these kinds of people and where did you get this information.
I garentee he knows very little to none information about people like us. Out of all the abut 6 shrinks I went to, only ONE heard of it which was a sexual psychologist so he was expected to know it.
Anyways if he answers yes to any of those qeustions then proceed with these qeustions...
3.) Is it true that you can NOT cure someone of this type to stop desiring this lifestyle?
He should say yes that is true but if he says no then he is BSing you and thats pretty f**ed up and I would refuse to go back to him. Although if he is a real psychologist with a doctor degree he would probably bring up some kind of hypnotized brain washing thing you could try, I was offered that but turned it down. I would not try that if I was you, too risky, but thats up to you. Then finally is he says thats true then ask him this qeustion....
4.) So if I can not be cured and I am happy with who I am, and it does not interfer with my life then what am I doing here? No offense but I am honestl wasting my time.
Anyways so if he knows about infantilist a good bit and admits that it can't be cured then get him to tell your parents that and that when you be like to your parents "See I told you, it is just the way I am, so leave me alone, your wasting your time." Then they should give up.
If the shrink is pretty dumb about it then tell them that and say "How am I supposed to be helped by someone who does not even know about it?" It would make your parents look pretty ignorant.
Anyways good luck and try all that, it should work, write down the qeustions so you don't forget. It just makes me so angry when parents do this.
