Feeling sad. Really never had the opportunity to know that I wasn't alone in this. I started seeking out and obsessing over diapers very young. With no knowledge that it's ok and I'm ok. Lots of shame. And now I still feel alone because of my age . I can't be the only abdl that feels like age makes them a leper in the abdl community. Sorry for the little pity party. Im hoping to meet others my age or about, and work through these feeling's.