panalero said:
Hi everyone I'm a looong time lurker on Adisc. I'm from Buenos Aires, Argentina, I'm in my thirties, and this is the first time i'm talking about this part of me to anyone. I have been a DL since i had 4 years old and had to wear diapers again during a clinical study. When i woke up and found i have diapers on, i fell in love with them. It's like we were born with this fetish. Five or six years ago i took courage and went to a local diaper store. They are pretty common in Argentina, we call them Pañaleras and they usually sell both baby and adult diapers, but there's no ABDL stuff here. The cashier girl laughed a bit because i was very nervous and was shaking pretty much when i handed her the money, but she was kind and explained me the different options they had. Now i got better at it. It s a bit uncomfortable, specially when its not auto service and you have to name the product you want, but the adrenaline shot is pretty addictive too.I t' strange, but I'm very extroverted specially on large groups, i don't have any problem talking in public and making jokes for example, but on 1 on 1 situations I'm more reserved.
i love arts, watching movies and i love to learn new things just because. I like to read but, unlike movies, i read a lot of non fiction stuff, i like to know a little bit about everything.
I hope to make many new friends here. My native language is spanish, so sorry for all the grammar error you will surely find!
I will write in both English and Spanish.
Buenas panalero, yo soy española y también estoy en mis treintas. Me uní a ADISC hace solo 2 días y no había hablado abiertamente con nadie sobre mi gusto por el infantilismo. Desde que estoy aquí me siento mucho mejor al respecto y eso que acabo de entrar. Recuerdo esa adrenalina comprando pañales, la verdad es que por mis problemas de ansiedad uso lo que llamo el método del robot, básicamente entro en un estado en el que para mi los dependientes de cualquier comercio son como autómatas profesionales que no sienten ni padecen... se que está mal, pero si no lo hiciera no podría entrar en un comercio del estrés.
A mi también me gusta leer, cuando descubro algo que aún no conozco suelo investigarlo, a veces más a fondo de lo necesario xD pero soy una persona curiosa. También disfruto de leer fantasía y sobretodo fanfiction ☺️.
Me considero una cinéfila bastante selectiva 😛. He visto la mayoría de las películas y cortos de animación que existen (soy una exagerada xD). Y los géneros de fantasía, ciencia ficción y comedia son mis favoritos. También soy una consumidora dedicada de anime 😆.
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Hello panalero, I'm Spanish and in my thirties. I joined ADISC two days ago, never feeling open to talk about my love for infantilism. Since I'm here I feel much better for so little time. I remember the adrenaline rush buying my packages of diapers, If it wasn't for my anxiety issues... I use an strategy that I like to call the 'robot filter'. In this state, all the clerks in the shops are like profesional androids that doesn't feel or suffer. I know that it's wrong, but I need to do it to be able to enter a shop and bypass my stress.
I like to read too, when I find out something that I don't know, I had to research it, even if I do it in excess xD. I'm a curios person my nature. I enjoy reading fantasy and fanfiction novels ☺️.
I consider myself a selective cinephile 😛. I viewed most of the animation movies and short films that exists (yeah a complete exaggeration xD). My favorite categories are fantasy, scifi and comedy. I'm adicted to anime too 😆.