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All of my life, I’ve pretty much been hated by everyone my age. I use to care in elementary school, but I’ve completely lost interest in a social life. My Junior year in high school I met this one boy and we became friends. He introduced me to his group and I became apart of it. It was pretty cool, but I didn’t think much of it. They invited me to go to a school dance with the group, where I learned that everyone in the group, except for one of the two guys, had a crush on me (5 girls and the one boy that I met first). I didn’t really care, I actually thought it was really funny. Now, my senior year, that group has grown, my old friends have gotten more needy, and a new group of freshman now adore me and follow me around everywhere. I just can’t take it. I’m a loner, and I really don’t like being around a lot of people. Now, I’ve always got somebody following me around, and I just can’t take it. I’m actually getting stressed out about it!
Along with all of the new unexpected friends, I’ve picked up a few stalkers. I see these people way too much during the day, and they constantly try to find ways to spend more time with me. The freshmen fan club I mentioned earlier has two members who are stalkers. They even know my locker combination because they’ve watched me open it so many times that they learned the combo and now use my locker for some of their stuff which makes it easier to hang around me.
I also, the boy I originally met has fallen in love with me. He’s written me a few letters explaining how he feels. It’s obvious through his writing that it’s not just a simple crush. We just had charity bash week at our school, and one of the things we have is an auction wall. Well, my friends convinced me to put up “a date with me” on the auction wall. The boy that like me and the freshmen fan club fought over it. The boy that likes me won with a final bid was 75$! So during winter break I’m going to go to the movies and out for ice cream where he says he has more to tell me that he can’t put on paper. He’s been so open to me, and I know it has been hard for him, that I think I’m going to tell him about infantilism. I know he’s not going to tell anyone because he has already trusted me with his deep dark secret, which is not that the likes me. It’s something else that I won’t put on here.
So, I’m popular and I hate it, I have stalkers, I have a gay lover, and I’m about to tell that gay lover my deepest, and really my only secret. I did not see this coming.
Along with all of the new unexpected friends, I’ve picked up a few stalkers. I see these people way too much during the day, and they constantly try to find ways to spend more time with me. The freshmen fan club I mentioned earlier has two members who are stalkers. They even know my locker combination because they’ve watched me open it so many times that they learned the combo and now use my locker for some of their stuff which makes it easier to hang around me.
I also, the boy I originally met has fallen in love with me. He’s written me a few letters explaining how he feels. It’s obvious through his writing that it’s not just a simple crush. We just had charity bash week at our school, and one of the things we have is an auction wall. Well, my friends convinced me to put up “a date with me” on the auction wall. The boy that like me and the freshmen fan club fought over it. The boy that likes me won with a final bid was 75$! So during winter break I’m going to go to the movies and out for ice cream where he says he has more to tell me that he can’t put on paper. He’s been so open to me, and I know it has been hard for him, that I think I’m going to tell him about infantilism. I know he’s not going to tell anyone because he has already trusted me with his deep dark secret, which is not that the likes me. It’s something else that I won’t put on here.
So, I’m popular and I hate it, I have stalkers, I have a gay lover, and I’m about to tell that gay lover my deepest, and really my only secret. I did not see this coming.