- Diaper Lover
I'm an 80-year-old retired professional, and a wounded Vietnam vet, with a history of pee and poop fetishes starting at age 13 or 14, which means a lifetime of angst, fear and ignorance about my own sexuality and sexuality in general. I hid my fetishes (and my desire to wear panties with menstrual and incontinence pads) from my wife for most of our 57-year marriage. The stress of living in my fetish closet finally got to me around 2012, and I revealed all to my wife, who was incredibly supportive even though her own sexual interests are pure vanilla. On that day, she volunteered to buy pads and panties for me, and for the first time in my adult life I felt like a reasonably normal person. A note about the Vietnam War: You should be aware that I am proud of my service in Vietnam because I proved to myself that I was not a coward and did my job to the best of my ability not because I was given the "opportunity" to fight for American democracy. Within days of arriving in Vietnam, I was fighting only to stay alive and to keep the Marines in my charge alive (I was a Navy hospital corpsman). I was not — NOT — fighting for Mom, or democracy, or apple pie, and I regret being a part of the huge military force that largely destroyed North and South Vietnam for no valid reason. Because of my wound and Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome (PTSD), I receive a large monthly disability compensation from the VA, less than I deserve but helpful for all that. Finally, please don't say to me, "Thank you for your service" unless you understand that my "service" was not in the interest of the political desires of American politicians and military leaders but for the Marines I was with, both those who lived those many who died.