- Adult Baby, Diaper Lover, Little
So, my parents are getting divorced. I understand why. My mom has given my dad endless chances from as little as I can remember. He is a violent alcoholic & kept going behind my mom's back & doing it anyway. What tipped it off for the divorce is alcohol, drugs, & cheating. My mom has him completely blocked. Now, he keeps trying to get in contact with me. He keeps sending me messages every time I log on. At first he kept sending me messages trying to get me to tell my mom things. Now he is sending me messages to talk to him. But I don't trust him. I feel bad if he is in pain. I feel bad for even the more evil people in pain. I haven't responded to any of his messages. I'm just afraid to talk to him because I'm afraid he will constantly lie to me or try to get things from me. He is very deceiving, but I feel bad for him because he is my dad. I can't talk to anybody else because my entire family hates him. And my family wouldn't understand if I tried to talk to him. He's done so many bad harmful things to my family throughout my entire life. I can't trust him. But I feel bad for him. I don't know what to do. My family would hate me if I talked to him. He constantly is trying to message me & it makes me depressed because I'm lost in what to do... as a Christian, I'm told to forgive & forget, but he has done so many bad things scarring to my life & my mom's life & my other family member's life mentally & physically. I think of bad people dying alone unhappy & going to hell. And I haven't seen my dad in a while, but I know he starves himself & drinks huge sums of alcohol. I don't know how much drugs he has. But in that condition, I feel like he could die any time. And it makes me feel worse for not talking to him even though he acts like a pretty bad person a lot. I do have happy memories with him. Just 75 percent are bad.