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Mitsukuni

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Well, it's been a while, eh guys?
Well, I just got back from a Mental Hospital for trying to kill myself for the 3rd time.
I tried to slit my throat, but my grandma cought me. I also cut up my arms pretty bad. After my dad called the ambulance, I was rushed to the hospital.
I wasn't as loud or crying as much as I was last time.
So I got to the hospital and waited at LEAST 5 hours before the Social Worker came, and we decided it'd be best if I went to another mental facility for 2 weeks. And I was really glad this one was within the state I live in. The last one was in the next state over, and I didn't have anyone to visit me for 3 weeks.
Anyways, that's where I was for the past 2 weeks or so.
You would've known this, because I had my grandpa send an email to a fellow member, but I guess it didn't go through to him.
Anyways, if you have any questions or concerns, feel free to send me a Profile Comment or PM me.

--DeiDei
 

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Why I am sorry that you tried to take your own life. :frown:

Though if you have problems I suggest talking to someone about it. I am willing to talk to you if you ever want. I been suicidal myself sometimes but I haven't been for years now.
 
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I'm sorry you had to go through this. I tried PMing you but the computer wouldn't let me. It said you exceeded the amount of PMs available and that you need to delete some so that you can get more messages.
 

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Well that suck :(. I hope you feeling better and doing okay. I would had said that you should talk about it on the forum but certain people might have neg rep you because of it. Well anyway welcome back Desu :)
 

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I hope you feel better about yourself now, please don't do that again, if you need a freind I'm always here. B
 
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Well.... Im glad your feeling better. But (im prolly gonna get negged for this, but its just my opinion) is why would you kill yourself? It seems pretty selfish, for all of the people that love and care for you. Is anything ever really worth ENDING your life? Thats arguable, but I dont understand why people think its the 'easy' way out. Talk about your problems, people will listen, even if its not someone near you, theres always the people on here, who care about you.
 

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razors pain you,
rivers are damp,
acids stain you,
and drugs cause cramp.
guns aren't lawful,
nooses give,
gas smells awful,
you might as well live.

-dorothy parker
 

IncompleteDude

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3rd time? What are you doing this time to prevent a 4th? Either way that's a lot. Personally, Paxil works wonders for me.
 

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I'm glad you're okay, and I hope that you continue to talk to someone or get some form of help. When you try something like this so many times, they could end up committing you to a psych. ward for a long period of time, and I'm sure you don't want that.

I hope that when you feel down, you find someone to talk to.
 
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DeiDei, I'm sorry you felt you needed to end your life, I know how bad that hurts inside, as I've been there myself, and also tried 3 times to end it all, but was stopped before I could complete the job. But I'm glad I was stopped now, even though at the time I wasn't. And if you just give it some time, you too will see that you're very lucky that you were stopped before you could finish the job, and yourself. You obviously have a family that cares for you deeply, or they wouldn't have been watching you so closely, and taken steps to see that you were ok. I know that the mental ward isn't the most comfortable place to be either, {also from experience}, but I hope it's helped you to see that you have something to live for.
Please take care of yourself, and ask for help before you ever feel like you need to do that again. I don't know you, and you don't know me, but still, if you want to talk to me about anything, if you think it will help, I'd be glad to talk to you about it, what ever it is. Sometimes it's easier to unload on a stranger who doesn't judge you, rather than talk to somebody that knows you. I hope you feel better now though, and that things smooth out for you. You're too young to be having so much trouble in your life. Good luck to you, Rick.
 
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