- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
Last night while I was sleeping the fire alarms went off in my complex. I always sleep diapered so I just pulled a pair of pants over it and grabbed a shirt and sweatshirt and went right outside. Issue came when the fire department wouldn't let us in for 40 minutes while they investigated. My body has learned to use the diaper when diapered and the toilet when not so it just went. I've always known this was a risk and accepted it but I never expected it to occur around other because usually I stick to wearing at night and during day when my roommate not around. If it had just been a wetting I don't think it would have been noticed but though it was silent or at least I couldn't hear much it was definitely unfortunately more than a wetting and I could see peoples expressions around me change after. Unfortunately the fire people needed to talk to us so we could not leave the area and I was stuck around everybody. Because of the sweatpants and sweatshirt I doubt anyone saw it but I heard numerous where did that smell come from comments and something smells horrible comments. I also got a lot of stares when we were going back in because we were close together at the security door. I'm really upset by this not so much because I could've been found out but more because I go out of my way to be respectful and not bring my abdl life into that of others if avoidable and because of that fire alarm I had to do so unwillingly because we were told to leave immediately. That being said, said scenario is slightly better than if I had not had diaper on but I still feel bad about my roommate and neighbors having to deal with something I was trying to avoid. The annoying thing is (but I guess good at the same time because it wasn't serious) the alarm was triggered by someone who had a space heater to close to there fire alarm and the heat triggered it. This entire event was totally avoidable. My roommate works today but I'm off, we were both tired yesterday and went right back to sleep after the event but I'm worried about being questioned by him this afternoon. I always give people the truth so if he asks I'm not going to deny wearing/using, I'm just hoping he's understanding about it. I've got my room under control now with an air purifier and an automatic air freshner in addition to better trashcan, but he also commented in past about my room smelling so I think he's maybe already suspicious and I worried this might've been the thing that confirmed it for him.