- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
So while my roommate and some of my family are ok with me being transgender I'm kind of beginning to recieve some animosity from my neighbors now that it's a little more obvious to them. It has gotten to the point that I made an official amendment to my name change petition to not be required to publish about it anymore. Also, one of the the hrt meds is a diuretics to the point I've been needing wear more often but I still don't at work (since I work around food) and I think that bothers my roommate unfortunately. He was understanding about the being transgender and the hrt and was trying to be understanding about my diaper wearing/using after he learned about it but that was mainly when I could keep it to nighttime only (I do my best to only wear when he's not home now). I'm not willing to stop diapering because it helps me significantly with anxiety and I'm not willing to stop the hrt because I need that but at the same time I don't want to be a burden on my friend/roommate either. I'm kind of at a loss for what to do because though it's my place and he rents from me I do feel the need to move on now. Issue is all the stuff for this: name change, hrt, diapers, more gender appropriate clothes and stuff cost a lot so with finding a new place cost has become an issue. This situation has actually had me in tears several times already but I do want to say right now this is not a sympathy post, it's more about problem solving. I'm just not sure what to do because I can't really afford to move but at the same time I'm afraid what happens if I stay (moreso about my neighbors then my roommate). I'm looking for better jobs to help with this but though a lot of people have interviewed me they don't like the idea of having to deal with the name change (but I can't stop that process anymore it's to close to my court date). I have no friends in this area (other than my roommate) that have a place I could go and I can't really ask family for help anymore so I really don't no what to do anymore. I've kind of also resigned myself to the fact that because of my diaper use prior to the hrt that the hrt might have pushed things into the borderline incontinent area (at least for wetting) so wearing might be going into the required area instead of being occasional. I actually now have several just in case supply stashes: at home, in my vehicle, and I even have a backpack now. My court date is in April and I have a feeling that by then my welcome in my development from my neighbor's is going to wear out.