I'm going to keep it more simple this post long story short due to medical issues and things in life at this point I am struggling with depression in a big way. I have scared myself with my own thoughts and have come very near the edge. Much closer than I care to admit. And on that note I was going to self commit at a ER ....I made it to the parking lot and couldn't make myself go in...I just couldn't. Because I was worried how I would be treated and how my IC would be handled it's embarrassing and I didn't want to be a burden to anyone. And the iceing on the cake is I'm considered a fall risk in hospitals and that creates some unpleasant issues and at times I'm in enough pain and weak enough taking care of myself is extremely difficult or not possible sometimes I'm so mentally exhausted I just don't care to take care of myself. My depression is a rollercoaster and on my other post a lot of people made some very nice posts but I think I made it a little long winded and wasn't very clear on what I was looking for. So what was your experience negative or positive and was it helpful? How were your own physical issues handled ? If your incontinent was it handled with dignity and respect? Do you know what it's like ? Any input is appreciated and I thank you all in advance.🥴 This is a hard thing to ask and to deal with but...