Japanese Learning Blog Week 15 - No Learning Only Depression

[HappyPixels]

Greetings, lovely littles and diapered delinquents. Hope you're all having an awesome day.

My day hasn't been so awesome. I haven't gotten out of bed in a week. I'd say it's probably because I wasn't able to get a very important pill from my doctor during my last visit and that's put my whole mood and hormones outta wack. I've had no energy to do anything so no studying Japanese or any other stuff I normally enjoy. I've gotten a bunch of manga and games in Japanese that I've been dying to try out but I've had no energy to do anything but lie in bed watching The Owl House. (Great show, really recommend)

I couldn't get this important medicine because the free hospital I go to was out and I had no money to buy any somewhere else. I'm going for my monthly drug pickup next week and hopefully they'll have it then. I miss having energy and enjoying things. I haven't even had the energy to come on here and make status updates about what dumb thing my dog's done recently or squee over cute outfits folks buy.

So, no update of me discussing a neat textbook I found or what manga I'm reading. Just me talking about the Big Sad. And I'm realising I've said the word 'energy' a lot in this post as I'm rereading and checking for spelling mistakes.

疲れた

 

[Dial]

I hope that you are able to get your medicine soon!

 

[lilbabyjooce]

I’m so sorry things have been tough for you, but I am glad you are hanging in there even tho it’s not easy! You’re super dedicated to your studies when you have the energy, so I hope you aren’t too hard on yourself because depression really is no joke. The Owl House is a great show tho! And I really hope you can get some medicine soon. You can do it!

 

[LaLoneDigi]

I'm was just thinking about you today!

I've been there. Sorry you're going through it. I hope you get what you need as soon as possible. I'm sure even posting this was exhausting for you, but I hope it helped a little.

You'll be daijoubu in no time. 🤗

Also, I really need to watch Owl House. Thanks for the reminder.

 

[Anemone]

The Kuroi Inu really is not nice when it comes to visit. This too will pass, hopefully you'll be able to get your prescription filled soon and get back to feeling Genki again.

If the above made sense to you then you can give yourself some credit for some vocab, learning needn't always be a formal process after all.