It's an Ashley?

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Hello then, I'm an Ashley, somewhere on my profile it says I'm male, but don't take anything from that combination. It's a boy's name too afterall. :p

I'm an odd ball of of contridictions and cheesyness. Sawaa pointed me to this place, saying that it's occupants won't scare the hell out of me or seem creepy as hell so I hope she's right.

Well, I have interests in diapers and had for years but it recently grew into curiosity into other baby stuff and I have to say, there's something strangely enjoyable about drinking from a bottle.

I'm very girly and get mistaken for a girl like 90% of the time or more, but I'm not a sissy or transgendered or anything, I just like that aesthetic from anime about the very pretty boys from anime. Though instead of 'lithe bishounen sex bomb' the best I can accomplish is 'Yaoi fanboy that looks exactly like a flat chested yaoi fangirl'. But hey, that's something, right?

I -was- a transsexual, and that's how I came to meet Sawaa and even did the whole 'hormones and live full time' for a whopping two years only to go 'Wait... I dun wanna be a girl... I wanna be a pretty boy instead!'. Which, shockingly, just involves no hormones and no padded bra. If you can turn a boy into a girl for two years, turning a boy into a boy that looks like a girl and goes 'Uwah... No, I'm a boy!' all the time is by no means a feat. Plus it was kind of fun to see some of the hard core trannies I knew basicly accuse me of heresy and that I was going to damage the image that transsexuals had by being a very feminine male and confusing peoples views on gender. ...No really, a couple of them said that to me. @[email protected]

I'm an anime fan and a huge yaoi fan, which means that dispite being gay, my romantic and sexual ideals are so heterosexual looking it's not funny. Yaoi, the straightest gay there is! :D

I'm a furry, but not a babyfur. Snow Leopard if you must ask. I tend to keep my anime and my furry life seperate, if only because the furry fandom in my city is so dramatic and pathetic I just can't help but go 'Uh? No, I don't know those people wearing the tales on the bus.'

I'm also somewhat recently become an arcade fan and collecting ports of arcade games, particularly light guns, because I had the realizing that I no longer was that kid in the arcade with no quarters and playing with the toy guns, hitting the buttons on the pinball machines and turning the wheel on the Daytona USB cab and I could actually start playing these games and no body could stop me. :D

So then... Graphical self photo time?

http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh100/AshleyAshes2/pjs1.jpg (My pajamas now are blue, I sware to god.)
http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh100/AshleyAshes2/sadbishi3.jpg (Aww look, he's pretending he's emo, but he's not wearing enough black to pull it off.)
http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh100/AshleyAshes2/DSCN1539.jpg ("Hey Sha, can you do my hair for me? I want it braided." "...Sure!" "Oww... What are you doing!? You're NOT braiding it at all!" "Girly boys that complain get hit with a hairbrush." "OWW!")
 

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Ashes! *Squeezes* My favorite bundle of prettiness actually made it here XD
Welcome to our ever-lasting-slumber-party on weirdos, oddballs and Kraiden.
Watch out for Kraiden, he may try and set you up with Humphrey >_>
 

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Welcome To this Site. I'm very sure that you'll like it here. LOL!!!!!!!! Hope you enjoy this site!!!
 

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Wow... great intro.... even though you totally lost me at "turning a boy into a boy that looks like a girl" ...but that's probably because I've not long woken up =]

Well honestly I'd say have an awesome time on the forums, but it looks like you might be already =P

So I guess all I have left to say is welcome! :D
 

AshleyAshes

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I don't see what's so impressive about it. I just figured I should stay stuff about me, it is an introduction afterall. :)
 
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"hey its me , just dropping a line"

If you havn't realized already that is most of the introductions we get haha. So you introduction was like superior as you can see now.

Anyways your intro was super interesting, I have never ever heard of a trans going that far and coming back. When I looked at your pictures I almost fell over because your were right! You like ALOT like a girl! But your still a guy!? :confused: If I seen you in public and met you and your told me your name was ashley, I would defiantly assume you were a girl, specially if you were wearing girl clothes like in a couple of those pics. But I did know Ashley was a male name! haha.

So welcome to our community! I hope that you enjoy it here!

Please feel free to post when you would like, and to ask qeustions, advice or support you might need.
 

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Well, I do still wear some girls clothes. Like certian t-shirts, shorts and girls jeans. But no shorts and dresses for me! :D I just think the look good on me, like how girls can look good in guys cargo pants and such. Same deal, it's just not often reversed cause... Well, cause guys tend to heavily discourage anything unmasculine in other guys. XD

That and I'm a yaoi fan, so I have a taste in media where male/male couples look like this: http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh100/AshleyAshes2/1147186275256.jpg And that probably influences my choice in apperance! :D
 

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Well... welcome to the group. I certainly hope that we don't scare the hell out of you here.

I looked at your pics... and you do make a very cute girl... especially with the pink PJ's. I am somewhat weirded out by the fact that I found that picture somewhat attractive. :eek7: Which I think raises more questions than I am comfortable dealing with currently. As I consider myself bonafied 100% diapergirl lovin straight... and have the girl too...

Aaaaaanyways... c'ya around.
 

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Well... welcome to the group. I certainly hope that we don't scare the hell out of you here.

I looked at your pics... and you do make a very cute girl... especially with the pink PJ's. I am somewhat weirded out by the fact that I found that picture somewhat attractive. :eek7: Which I think raises more questions than I am comfortable dealing with currently. As I consider myself bonafied 100% diapergirl lovin straight... and have the girl too...

Aaaaaanyways... c'ya around.
Yes the pink PJs are long gone, but I do adore girls pajamas. PJs like that, I seem to wear out the knees in like 6-9 months. I tend to go for blues and greys honestly. But I like them namely cause they're comfy and since I pretty much LOOK like a girl, I can just throw on a hoody over the pajamas and run to 7 Eleven and I look like some girl that snuck out of res from the uni near by or something. :D It's just strangly socially acceptable to run around like that, I've done it at conventions too basicly anywhere you'd expect to see people dazed and in their PJs. And due to my apperance, I basicly get away with it with people just going "Cute pajamas."
 

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I have noticed that it does seem culturally acceptable for teenage girls to run around in public in PJs. As cute as it is it's asking for trouble IMHO. I suppose the ability to be taken as either gender in public might have its advantages.

I almost wonder about myself and the whole gender thing sometimes. I absolutely love panties... though I have to wear them over my diaper (as I'm diapered 24/7)... I hate all of my body hair... and I have the odd fantasy of wearing kilts... though I don't own any. But meh... I stopped trying to figure myself out a while ago... and just accept me the way I am.
 

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I have noticed that it does seem culturally acceptable for teenage girls to run around in public in PJs. As cute as it is it's asking for trouble IMHO. I suppose the ability to be taken as either gender in public might have its advantages.

I almost wonder about myself and the whole gender thing sometimes. I absolutely love panties... though I have to wear them over my diaper (as I'm diapered 24/7)... I hate all of my body hair... and I have the odd fantasy of wearing kilts... though I don't own any. But meh... I stopped trying to figure myself out a while ago... and just accept me the way I am.
Not just teenage girls, look older, you'll probably see more girls doing it in college and uni than anything. Well... At least if they live in res. Here at Carleton the entire school except like one building is connected by underground pedestrian tunnels, you can see girls wonder in to class from res in Pjs or t-shirts/hoodies and pajama pants all the time. He he.

Though I dunno if I have the ability to be taken for either gender in public. Really just 'girl', I kinda suck at pulling off 'guy'. XD I think at best I can accomplish 'Really cute looking guy that's cute in a way that guys arn't normally cute, maybe that isn't the right word?' sorta way. @[email protected] Not an 'attractive' cute, more like 'Harmless'. :X

I only do diapers sometimes, the rest of the time I actually do panties. After I ended the whole 'girl' thing I didn't really swap out for any new guys underwear. I have a few reasons for it. First of all, I wear a lot of girls jeans guys underwear just flat out isn't cut for that. Need something lower cut to go with lower cut jeans. And there's different cuts and styles, it's interesting from a fashion point of view and the prints can be pretty cute. Plus things like boyshorts, I adore how they make my hips look. :D

You can always just get rid of the body hair, razor razor, girls do it afterall. :p I only do it if I'm wearing shorts or if I'm in a relationship. ...Whole winter with pants and no boyfriend, but summer is coming up, and girls jean shorts just don't go with hair legs. Just not tasteful at all.

...Yeah, so I went back to being a guy but I'm not much of a guy reguardless. XD
 

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I've thought about the razor thing... more than once... but IDK what people at work would think.

First diapers... now shaving everything?

Ehh... I still try to pull off the macho guy appearance when in public. Drive a sports car... have a manly job in a warehouse... drink beer... yatta yatta. Diapers clash with that enough as is... I have a feeling it might be trouble if I went further.
 

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I've thought about the razor thing... more than once... but IDK what people at work would think.

First diapers... now shaving everything?

Ehh... I still try to pull off the macho guy appearance when in public. Drive a sports car... have a manly job in a warehouse... drink beer... yatta yatta. Diapers clash with that enough as is... I have a feeling it might be trouble if I went further.
In think shaving your legs would somewhat pale in comparison to diapers. XD

Also, beer tastes like burnt toast. :X
 

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In think shaving your legs would somewhat pale in comparison to diapers. XD

Also, beer tastes like burnt toast. :X

Possibly true... but you can't see my diapers unless you happen to look when I bend over. However shaven legs sticking out from my shorts might be noticed.

The beer = burnt toast comparison is one I haven't heard before. I'll give you that it's an acquired taste... or that it tastes pretty close to urine... but toast?
 

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The beer = burnt toast comparison is one I haven't heard before. I'll give you that it's an acquired taste... or that it tastes pretty close to urine... but toast?
Yes, well, I wouldn't know what urine tastes like. But yeah, I think it tastes like burnt toast. I was playing pool with my now exBF (Who, I might add, I have reoccuring fantasies of setting on fire) and he and some of his friends had a pitcher while I was going threw costly bottles of Smirnoff Ice (Well, 'bottles' as in 'Two and a half and I'm a giggling pile of stupid for the next four hours') I tasted the beer they were downing and yeah, my comments were 'It tastes like a drink made of burnt toast'. When I asked him why he'd drink it if it tastes bad, he just said 'It gets you drunk'. -.-;;;

He had similar remarks about that uber cheap cinnamon whiskey he'd sometimes drink. He laughed at me when one shot made me gag and spit it out and I complained that it tasted like 'The worst cinnamon cough syrup imagineable'.
 

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awww... but cinnamon schnopps is good... tastes like liquid redhots...

ofcourse I can't drink liquor period... even a little of it makes me sick... so I have to stick with beer...
 

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"Who's the girl next door, living in the haunted mansion? Better learn my name cuz it's..."

Erm, anyways. Welcome to adisc! I hope you have a pleasant experience with us.
 

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Hi! I like you already! You're like a more gutsy version of me. And... if I read/watched manga/anime. Although, I do have a friend who reads manga... and possibly yaoi, I'm not sure.
 
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