diaperedteenager
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I am living in a bubble. Everything seems to have no way out. It seems like every friend I have in my home town is deserting me and my "summer friends" I won't get to see b/c i have to work my shitty shitty job! Plus my parents are leaving for 10 days to my cottage, great right...nope, now i get to be even more isolated than ever now. The only time I get to leave my house is to go to my shitty job! This girl that I was becoming friends with suddenly decides to not return any of my calls or messages, plus I get made fun of at the store by some other girls b/c of my disgusting appearence. Frankly...these actions are making me see the opposite sex as...well a pain in the ass. As much as I hate to say it, it does. I would really really like to get some counseling, but the nearest office is 4 hours from me, $75 per hour, and I can't get time off of work to go see one.
B/c of all of these problems all day at work I thought of jumping infront of the train at work and ending it all. Or taking my authentic Austro-Hungarian bayonnet and having it claim one more life... Well thats allm thanks for reading my vent...
B/c of all of these problems all day at work I thought of jumping infront of the train at work and ending it all. Or taking my authentic Austro-Hungarian bayonnet and having it claim one more life... Well thats allm thanks for reading my vent...
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