Intentional wetting to get put back in diapers

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When I was a child I went the bed on and off till I was around 9 and then I finally got over it. It wasn't that severe so I never wore protection. I was around 11 when I started going through puberty and started becoming aroused for the first time. I began masturbating quite frequently and i would often have wet dreams. Unfortunately I didn't understand thats what was happening and would always mistake my wet dreams for bedwetting as did my mother. After a while she bought me goodnights Wich I ended up masturbating in. It wasn't long before I had a thing for diapers. Eventually after wearing goodnights for a few weeks I realized I was not even wetting them and that it was actually from ejaculating in them. I came up with a plan where I was going to pretend my bedwetting was getting worse by adding water and purposely wetting them resulting in my goodnights leaking, so maybe my mom would get me some real diapers. By now I was 12 and couldn't get diapers off my mind.
My mom was changing my sheets and doing laundry all the time so one day when I pointed out a package of disposable diapers and asked if she thought they would work better, she jumped on the idea and told me how happy she was that I was willing to give them a try. The first day was extremely awkward and embarrassing. more so than I think i imagined it would be, here I was getting exactly what I had wanted so badly. but I was already second guessing myself. The first couple times I diapered myself even though I wanted so badly to be diapered by my mom like I dreamed of but I was to embarrassed. I decided to tell my mom that i couldn't figure out how to put them on myself. She tried telling me how to first, but I purposely kept messing up until she finally had enough and told me she was going to have to put my diapers on if I still couldn't.
I reluctantly agreed and let her diaper me.
I was so embarrassed those first couple times. She would have me take off my pants and then have me lay down on top of the diaper she would have already spread out on the bed. She said she would help me the first couple times and then she would see if I could get it on without her. I made sure to do the worst job I could though. So she would have to do it for me. I then decided I wanted to be put back in diapers in the daytime to. So I kept wetting my pants more and more until she finally decided to put me in a diaper during the day to. Everything was going awesome until I decided I wanted to take a break from wearing them in the day because it meant I had to stay home most of the time. I told my mom that I wanted to give it a try without wearing diapers in the day. Up until now wearing diapers was something that was up to me in a way. So when my mom said she would think about it I was a little surprised. I told her that I really didn't need them every day and that if I showed her I could be dry during the day for few days if she would agree to only have to wear at night. She told me that I would have to keep wearing diapers for now and that it was normal for me to not want to be diapered, and that she knows that it's very embarrassing. But that I would get used to being diapered again if I quit fighting it. Eventually I started just taking them off myself without permission ect. my mom wasn't happy with this and punished me by making me wear my diaper with no pants so she could always see it and so sh
 
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Mommysboi said:
When I was a child I went the bed on and off till I was around 9 and then I finally got over it. It wasn't that severe so I never wore protection. I was around 11 when I started going through puberty and started becoming aroused for the first time. I began masturbating quite frequently and i would often have wet dreams. Unfortunately I didn't understand thats what was happening and would always mistake my wet dreams for bedwetting as did my mother. After a while she bought me goodnights Wich I ended up masturbating in. It wasn't long before I had a thing for diapers. Eventually after wearing goodnights for a few weeks I realized I was not even wetting them and that it was actually from ejaculating in them. I came up with a plan where I was going to pretend my bedwetting was getting worse by adding water and purposely wetting them resulting in my goodnights leaking, so maybe my mom would get me some real diapers. By now I was 12 and couldn't get diapers off my mind.
My mom was changing my sheets and doing laundry all the time so one day when I pointed out a package of disposable diapers and asked if she thought they would work better, she jumped on the idea and told me how happy she was that I was willing to give them a try. The first day was extremely awkward and embarrassing. more so than I think i imagined it would be, here I was getting exactly what I had wanted so badly. but I was already second guessing myself. The first couple times I diapered myself even though I wanted so badly to be diapered by my mom like I dreamed of but I was to embarrassed. I decided to tell my mom that i couldn't figure out how to put them on myself. She tried telling me how to first, but I purposely kept messing up until she finally had enough and told me she was going to have to put my diapers on if I still couldn't.
I reluctantly agreed and let her diaper me.
I was so embarrassed those first couple times. She would have me take off my pants and then have me lay down on top of the diaper she would have already spread out on the bed. She said she would help me the first couple times and then she would see if I could get it on without her. I made sure to do the worst job I could though. So she would have to do it for me. I then decided I wanted to be put back in diapers in the daytime to. So I kept wetting my pants more and more until she finally decided to put me in a diaper during the day to. Everything was going awesome until I decided I wanted to take a break from wearing them in the day because it meant I had to stay home most of the time. I told my mom that I wanted to give it a try without wearing diapers in the day. Up until now wearing diapers was something that was up to me in a way. So when my mom said she would think about it I was a little surprised. I told her that I really didn't need them every day and that if I showed her I could be dry during the day for few days if she would agree to only have to wear at night. She told me that I would have to keep wearing diapers for now and that it was normal for me to not want to be diapered, and that she knows that it's very embarrassing. But that I would get used to being diapered again if I quit fighting it. Eventually I started just taking them off myself without permission ect. my mom wasn't happy with this and punished me by making me wear my diaper with no pants so she could always see it and so sh
What kind of disposable diapers did you point out to your mom and she bought them ?
 
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Sorry to be a writing snob, but I'd really like to read what you wrote and that's difficult due to the lack of paragraph breaks.

If you're going to write something long like this, please put some space between groups of sentences.
It makes it much easier to read, similar to using sentences rather than writing one long run on sentence.

Mommysboi said:
When I was a child I went the bed on and off till I was around 9 and then I finally got over it. It wasn't that severe so I never wore protection. I was around 11 when I started going through puberty and started becoming aroused for the first time. I began masturbating quite frequently and i would often have wet dreams. Unfortunately I didn't understand thats what was happening and would always mistake my wet dreams for bedwetting as did my mother.

Mommysboi said:
After a while she bought me goodnights Wich I ended up masturbating in. It wasn't long before I had a thing for diapers. Eventually after wearing goodnights for a few weeks I realized I was not even wetting them and that it was actually from ejaculating in them.

Mommysboi said:
I came up with a plan where I was going to pretend my bedwetting was getting worse by adding water and purposely wetting them resulting in my goodnights leaking, so maybe my mom would get me some real diapers. By now I was 12 and couldn't get diapers off my mind.

Mommysboi said:
My mom was changing my sheets and doing laundry all the time so one day when I pointed out a package of disposable diapers and asked if she thought they would work better, she jumped on the idea and told me how happy she was that I was willing to give them a try. The first day was extremely awkward and embarrassing. more so than I think i imagined it would be, here I was getting exactly what I had wanted so badly. but I was already second guessing myself. The first couple times I diapered myself even though I wanted so badly to be diapered by my mom like I dreamed of but I was to embarrassed.

Mommysboi said:
I decided to tell my mom that i couldn't figure out how to put them on myself. She tried telling me how to first, but I purposely kept messing up until she finally had enough and told me she was going to have to put my diapers on if I still couldn't.
I reluctantly agreed and let her diaper me.
Mommysboi said:
I was so embarrassed those first couple times. She would have me take off my pants and then have me lay down on top of the diaper she would have already spread out on the bed. She said she would help me the first couple times and then she would see if I could get it on without her. I made sure to do the worst job I could though. So she would have to do it for me.

Mommysboi said:
I then decided I wanted to be put back in diapers in the daytime to. So I kept wetting my pants more and more until she finally decided to put me in a diaper during the day to. Everything was going awesome until I decided I wanted to take a break from wearing them in the day because it meant I had to stay home most of the time. I told my mom that I wanted to give it a try without wearing diapers in the day. Up until now wearing diapers was something that was up to me in a way. So when my mom said she would think about it I was a little surprised.

Mommysboi said:
I told her that I really didn't need them every day and that if I showed her I could be dry during the day for few days if she would agree to only have to wear at night. She told me that I would have to keep wearing diapers for now and that it was normal for me to not want to be diapered, and that she knows that it's very embarrassing. But that I would get used to being diapered again if I quit fighting it. Eventually I started just taking them off myself without permission ect. my mom wasn't happy with this and punished me by making me wear my diaper with no pants so she could always see it and so sh
 
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Its cool to hear this side of being or wanting to be back on diapers.
I grew up in nappies and it was just natural for me. Though i did masterbate like mad in them 🤣
It was never embarrassing or something i could control and i always wondered once i got into the "kink" side wether people faked being incon during adolescence.

Cheers for the insight
 

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jamiejamie said:
What kind of disposable diapers did you point out to your mom and she bought them ?
They were the 6 tape plastic backed depends they used to sell in grocery stores around 2006. She usually put 2 of them on me because for 1 it offered extra protection, and secondly because I had started taking my diaper off by myself, and without permission. At first she solved this problem by taping up my diaper extra tight, and then she would use a sharpie to mark where each tape met the diaper so that way she would be able to tell if it was tampered with. It wasn't always successful though prompting her to start double diapering me, and marking each one. Needless to say this made it impossible to remove it unnoticed. But the worst part was how bulky and crinkly they were which also made them extremely hot, prompting my mother to not let me wear anything over my diaper.
 
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BunnyFofo said:
Sorry to be a writing snob, but I'd really like to read what you wrote and that's difficult due to the lack of paragraph breaks.

If you're going to write something long like this, please put some space between groups of sentences.
It makes it much easier to read, similar to using sentences rather than writing one long run on sentence.
I am a bit like this myself when I see huge blocks of text like that, I'll read it but it's so much easier on the eyes with good formatting. Even posts that are full of spelling and grammar mistakes I can handle 'cause hey not everyone has English as a primary language or can remember proper grammar lessons.

I always feel bad when pointing this out to people though, especially for a story like that where it's obvious they have a lot to say and really want to express themselves and just start typing.

Back on topic though. I had a similar but different experience.
I never had a bedwetting problem but when I was about 8/9 and had been having desires for nappies for a while. I couldn't get them so I used to wet my bed and pants, I always tried to hide it until I could sneak them in the wash even so despite my best efforts it was discovered once or twice but nothing ever really said about it.

I think a deep part of me really wanted mum to discover them and say I had to wear nappies but even so I still tried to keep it hidden and not let her find out and was devastated the few times she did.

My first orgasm was in a wet bed one night when I was 10, I didn't know what had happened just that it felt great and so for quite a long time I thought that it happened because I was wet, thus all of my early self exploration was done in wet pants or sheets.

Roughly 18 months later, about half way through my first year of secndary school we had a sex ed lesson in school and the tacher talked about masturbation and I discovered I could get that feeling without wetting myself.
By now though the act of playing with myself and being wet had become synonymous in my mind. I had also found ways of using mine and my sisters old terry squares to make fairly decent nappies by folding them between 2 underpants and using a plastic bag on top, then at 13 I had enough freedom to go into town alone and buy nappies.

It wasn't until my early to mid 20's that nappies became a much less sexual thing for me. While I do still enjoy it while wearing it's usually only because I am already in a wet nappy when I get aroused and don't want to take it off yet, though there are times I will remove it for some fun.
 
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