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Whovian2011

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So due to never truly living alone, as well as feeling to guilty to take advantage of opportunities when I am I have never really been able to wear. After finally having a place myself I ordered a sample of pink Megamax diapers. They just arrived today and OH MY GOD. Between the color, the crinkle and the softness I have just felt pure bliss since putting it on and have not felt this happy and relaxed in a long time!
 
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Whovian2011 said:
So due to never truly living alone, as well as feeling to guilty to take advantage of opportunities when I am I have never really been able to wear. After finally having a place myself I ordered a sample of pink Megamax diapers. They just arrived today and OH MY GOD. Between the color, the crinkle and the softness I have just felt pure bliss since putting it on and have not felt this happy and relaxed in a long time!
I TOTALLY get your feeling right now. The first few times I started wearing a bit, it felt right. It felt amazing. I went 20+ yrs without even thinking of trying to actually get diapers, even though I fantasized about them. I started trying them a few months ago and really exploring the forums, chats and lifestyle a few weeks ago. I still live with my folks but I told them a few weeks ago and they were completely open and accepting and just wanted to see me happy. I've been buying a lot more stuff and am committed to the diaper lifestyle, and will eventually do so in moderation. My opinion is, do what makes you happy. This vice of ours isn't harmful at all and could be a lot worse.

If people have a problem with it, that's their issue. I don't care anymore what they think. :)
 
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Omg301 said:
I TOTALLY get your feeling right now. The first few times I started wearing a bit, it felt right. It felt amazing. I went 20+ yrs without even thinking of trying to actually get diapers, even though I fantasized about them. I started trying them a few months ago and really exploring the forums, chats and lifestyle a few weeks ago. I still live with my folks but I told them a few weeks ago and they were completely open and accepting and just wanted to see me happy. I've been buying a lot more stuff and am committed to the diaper lifestyle, and will eventually do so in moderation. My opinion is, do what makes you happy. This vice of ours isn't harmful at all and could be a lot worse.

If people have a problem with it, that's their issue. I don't care anymore what they think. :)
The first time I wore an actual diaper (excluding occasional depends pull up) was when I was in college. Between the thickness, softness, and cute designs I was in heaven. (It also slowly led me to discover my little/about side but that's another story 😆). However aside from one day of privacy there, and being broke, never got to truly enjoy it.

My mom did find out about my desire (ironically through this site from an old account I lost access to), but over time think she forgot that I wanted to wear them and just liked seeing girls who did.

Now that I am on my own I want to indulge in this more. I regret not getting a full pack. Also hoping to find more forums to meet people. Just not sure where other than here.
 
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Whovian2011 said:
The first time I wore an actual diaper (excluding occasional depends pull up) was when I was in college. Between the thickness, softness, and cute designs I was in heaven. (It also slowly led me to discover my little/about side but that's another story 😆). However aside from one day of privacy there, and being broke, never got to truly enjoy it.

My mom did find out about my desire (ironically through this site from an old account I lost access to), but over time think she forgot that I wanted to wear them and just liked seeing girls who did.

Now that I am on my own I want to indulge in this more. I regret not getting a full pack. Also hoping to find more forums to meet people. Just not sure where other than here.
I probably shared too much info 😅. Sorry about that. Unnecessarily long story short being back in diapers is even better than I imagined, and I hope to be able to continue to get more babyish things going forward.
 
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Whovian2011 said:
I probably shared too much info 😅. Sorry about that. Unnecessarily long story short being back in diapers is even better than I imagined, and I hope to be able to continue to get more babyish things going forward.
No reason to feel that way. I appreciate exactly how you feel about wanting to wear diapers.
 
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Lyric said:
No reason to feel that way. I appreciate exactly how you feel about wanting to wear diapers.
I meant with my reply to Omg301's comment. But I may be overthinking 😅.
 
Whovian2011 said:
I meant with my reply to Omg301's comment. But I may be overthinking 😅.
Nono, Whovian, you're fine. This is a very open space and I don't disagree with you at all. There's so much I've held onto for so many years and I think holding onto it really damaged me overall, and I regret it. I'm trying to be very open now and am looking forward to the future finally, diapers included.
 
Ah yes. I remember back in '13 when I got my own place. I went straight to ordering diapers, and using them to my hearts content! Couldn't've been happier.
 
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From the beginning of the ‘80s I’ve had privacy whether it was the sleeper of the truck that I was driving or my own home when I returned to college or the one that I replaced that one with when I moved south for a new position. It has its advantages, but it wouldn’t mind giving up a bit of privacy to have someone to share my life with as long as they didn’t cramp one’s style too much. I’d have to find a lady that could at least accept my wearing diapers as ic makes them a necessary part of my life, but one that finds them a necessity in her life might be a good match.
 
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Ah yes. I remember back in '13 when I got my own place. I went straight to ordering diapers, and using them to my hearts content! Couldn't've been happier.
It is a wonderful feeling 😍. My only regret is that I was so hesitant and kept thinking that I'd end up throwing them away in shame that I didn't order a full pack from Tykables or some other more babyish diaper 😭
 
Omg301 said:
Nono, Whovian, you're fine. This is a very open space and I don't disagree with you at all. There's so much I've held onto for so many years and I think holding onto it really damaged me overall, and I regret it. I'm trying to be very open now and am looking forward to the future finally, diapers included.
Alright that is a relief 😅. I'm hoping to go forward with the same mindset. I would love to meet someone else into abdl. But I swear it feels like wherever I live I'm the only person within a thousand miles who is 😭
 
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Alright that is a relief 😅. I'm hoping to go forward with the same mindset. I would love to meet someone else into abdl. But I swear it feels like wherever I live I'm the only person within a thousand miles who is 😭
Well, there are a lot of us here that can be part of that community you seek out until you're able to meet up in person with someone. I'm in the same boat. I'm in a good sized city in an open area, but my local (city) community doesn't seem to really be active anymore. But I am eager to eventually once I go through therapy want to go out and meet some people in the ABDL community. For sure!

In the meantime, I highly recommend you join the discord and/or just PM back and forth with people you trust. I've made a number of friends I trust and everyone is so open. Of course, don't let your guard too far down, but don't be afraid to open up a bit. It's freeing! Trust me.
 
I remember getting my own place finally and being able to wear any diaper and just relax. It was back in the late 90s and there werent really any ABDL type diapers on the market. I did get a hold of some thick white Attends at the time and was like heaven fastening one of those on. Thick crinkle heaven!
 
Whovian2011 said:
It is a wonderful feeling 😍. My only regret is that I was so hesitant and kept thinking that I'd end up throwing them away in shame that I didn't order a full pack from Tykables or some other more babyish diaper 😭
Funny you'd say that. Back around '10, I bought a pack of goodnights, used 1 or 2 then threw the rest away. Not really throwing them away, more like dumped them across the street in the desert. Crazy part was they were found by my mom a few days later in our driveway. The property owner must've followed my foot tracks that went under the road towards her property (that wasn't fenced) and back towards my house. She/he really did some inspector Gadget detective work to follow my tracks all that way and assume it came from this specific house. Serves me right. But I couldn't've thrown them away in the regular trash because my mom or step dad would've seen them.
 
I am gonna be so sad when I am out of these. I have noticed I sleep so much better wearing the last couple nights than I have in years 😭.
 
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Whovian2011 said:
So due to never truly living alone, as well as feeling to guilty to take advantage of opportunities when I am I have never really been able to wear. After finally having a place myself I ordered a sample of pink Megamax diapers. They just arrived today and OH MY GOD. Between the color, the crinkle and the softness I have just felt pure bliss since putting it on and have not felt this happy and relaxed in a long time!
Congratulations on finally being able to wear and roam in a place of your own.
 
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Whovian2011 said:
I am gonna be so sad when I am out of these. I have noticed I sleep so much better wearing the last couple nights than I have in years 😭.
That's amazing(y)Do you use baby oil and powder? Not only do they protect your skin, but they also smell good. There aren't any diapers that replicate the nostalgic scent the old Luvs and Pampers had in the 80's, but the combination of powder and oil has a really good scent, and there are oils that have that vintage baby diaper scent you could get on Amazon. Then there's 1 more option that you could look into, it's called Diapee Magic from Etsy.com. It's a toothpaste like substance that smells like baby powder that you simply pour into the front of your diaper. $7 a piece from Etsy. I recommend buying at least 3.

Now imagine the scent combining all 3 or 4 in 1 diaper.
 
MikeDJ said:
I remember getting my own place finally and being able to wear any diaper and just relax. It was back in the late 90s and there werent really any ABDL type diapers on the market. I did get a hold of some thick white Attends at the time and was like heaven fastening one of those on. Thick crinkle heaven!
How was the absorbency of them? I've heard many times how downgraded they've become, but by how much?
 
Antientmariner said:
How was the absorbency of them? I've heard many times how downgraded they've become, but by how much?
It was pretty good. They handled roughly 3 decent wetting. I don't know if they could've handled more but I didn't want to risk it.
 
Antientmariner said:
That's amazing(y)Do you use baby oil and powder? Not only do they protect your skin, but they also smell good. There aren't any diapers that replicate the nostalgic scent the old Luvs and Pampers had in the 80's, but the combination of powder and oil has a really good scent, and there are oils that have that vintage baby diaper scent you could get on Amazon. Then there's 1 more option that you could look into, it's called Diapee Magic from Etsy.com. It's a toothpaste like substance that smells like baby powder that you simply pour into the front of your diaper. $7 a piece from Etsy. I recommend buying at least 3.

Now imagine the scent combining all 3 or 4 in 1 diaper.
I do not. I have been meaning to get some but I keep forgetting when I've been out. 😭
 
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