I’m a mess inside

[Taz]

Sorry if this isn’t the right platform for this.
When I first came to adisc I new I was ABDL but I blossomed into a abdl sissy baby and made friends and one really good friend.
I tried all kinds of new kinks and thought I had the spark I needed to reignite my bedroom life with my wife (Mommy)
I started exposing myself little by little thinking I would gain confidence in who I am but I think that just alienated the ones who were trying to help me.
Know everything seems to be unraveling and there is once again no spark with my wife and myself and I have no one to talk this out with.
I’m in a state of depression about who I am and I’m once again so lost.
Sorry about this rambling and sorry if this wasn’t the right place for this.
I’m chocking up so I think little Emily is going to go cry herself to sleep

 

[Jorelaxed]

Hi little Emily, don't worry about those other people, you do what makes you feel happy, if you ever need someone to talk or vent to to, you can DM anytime.

 

[Taz]

Thank you

 

[Edgewater]

If your transitions are all about you and rarely include your wife, it is not surprising that the spark is not what 'you' would like it to be. After all in a marriage it is a two-way street with you targeting enticing your wife's wants, needs and desirers far more than yours. I find that when I target my wife life is far more fulfilling. As an adult, we come to find enjoyment in assuring our partner's life is enriched.

It is possible, that you are so into finding your new self that you have by accident forgotten about her. I say that from the position that near everything you wrote was about you.

She married you because of specific things about you that she enjoyed, trusted, wanted. How far have you transitioned from that person? AB/DL, sissy is an addition to ourself, not a replacement!

 

[Taz]

Well said, thank you

 

[Tappy]

Sorry if this isn’t the right platform for this.
When I first came to adisc I new I was ABDL but I blossomed into a abdl sissy baby and made friends and one really good friend.
I tried all kinds of new kinks and thought I had the spark I needed to reignite my bedroom life with my wife (Mommy)
I started exposing myself little by little thinking I would gain confidence in who I am but I think that just alienated the ones who were trying to help me.
Know everything seems to be unraveling and there is once again no spark with my wife and myself and I have no one to talk this out with.
I’m in a state of depression about who I am and I’m once again so lost.
Sorry about this rambling and sorry if this wasn’t the right place for this.
I’m chocking up so I think little Emily is going to go cry herself to sleep

I hope you feel better . Somedays are hard and all you want to do is be safe , and that is OK !!
Tomorrow will come , and today will soon pass into history . Littles need alone time and time to regress , so be kind to yourself and know that each day change might come . A <hug> for support , we could all use a hug every now and then !!

T.

 

[pacifierPaige]

Sorry if this isn’t the right platform for this.

There's probably no better platform for this.

 

[stareegirl]

This is a support group you vent as much as you need

You may feel like your falling or losing part of your identity but your not.

You have had several life changing experiences right there together and haven't had time to process it.

And now for reasons I don't know you are grieving and depressed.

But please take care of yourself and leave a small spot for that little girl she needs love and support also.

 

[Tappy]

I hope you feel better . Somedays are hard and all you want to do is be safe , and that is OK !!
Tomorrow will come , and today will soon pass into history . Littles need alone time and time to regress , so be kind to yourself and know that each day change might come . A <hug> for support , we could all use a hug every now and then !!

T.

Thank you , love & hugs

T.