Glad to see you back on Kolvy. I hope all is going reasonably well. I guess you remember my history. I was caught by my mom, years ago before the internet and that kind of support. I was having a psychotic break when I came home from college. Too much sex and drugs,not too much rock n' roll however. Anyway, I think she wanted to know why I was crashing, so she rummaged through my room and found my makeshift diapers, etc, along with a sexual magazine that was not socially acceptable, to say the least. She took me not only to a shrink, but the shrink was located at a large mental illness facility, with interment, ala Girl Interrupted style. I didn't stay, but I had to sit there and tell this stranger that I liked diapers and baby stuff, liked males my age and somewhat younger, etc. This went on for several weeks until I told my mom I wouldn't go back, that he wasn't going to change me and I was stuck with who I was. She had to accept the fact. My dad never said anything, as he was the quiet one in the family. My mom was the screamer. I did eventually get married, had kids and moved on with my life, but the desire for diapers stayed.
Which leads me to the second time I got caught. This was in March of '08. Stupid Amazon sent a query via e-mail as to how did I like the diapers I had purchased. Instead of me seeing it first, my wife saw it. Of course I denied it, so then she called them up to tell them that I did not order diapers. They laughed and told her I did! I chose a quiet evening to tell her about that side of my self. She was very understanding and accepting. Now I wear diapers to bed anytime I want, so it worked out well.