- Diaper Lover
I got my first diapers when I was 17 and I thought then I would be able to stop if I wanted to. If I knew then once I start to wear them and keep on doing it, it will get harder and harder for me to quit without feeling any depression or distress or any strong urges to wear when I go without one for too long, I honestly would still wear them. But if I was married to a vanilla or was struggling to find balance with it or finding someone who accepts it, then I would wish I never started wearing them again and would probably answer yes to my own question. Like my mom says, I have an addictive personality.