StrawberryRaven
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Before I was with my boyfriend I had figured out that I wasn't little anymore. I didn't need it. I liked being an adult far more than being little and I was ok drifting away from it.
Its been years and although I still know I'm not even close to being into ABDL like I used to be, I do have moments where I just want to go back and pretend I'm small again. I've been turning to alcohol, drugs, anything harmful to cope with everyday things and that has to stop. I used to cope through being small and it worked really well for me. I need to do that again.
But my boyfriend won't understand. I don't need him to do this, I never needed a Big. But I don't want him being weirded out by it either. What do I do? I want to be small here and there, but I don't know how to talk about it with him.
Its been years and although I still know I'm not even close to being into ABDL like I used to be, I do have moments where I just want to go back and pretend I'm small again. I've been turning to alcohol, drugs, anything harmful to cope with everyday things and that has to stop. I used to cope through being small and it worked really well for me. I need to do that again.
But my boyfriend won't understand. I don't need him to do this, I never needed a Big. But I don't want him being weirded out by it either. What do I do? I want to be small here and there, but I don't know how to talk about it with him.