Turk3y5h007
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Okay so the title says it all I kind of want to meet people. which is scarey to me, not just because I have no idea how to talk to other humans but because this is usually the first step into a depressive period. With the added stress from my new position at work. I have spent so much time out of it I don't want to go back.
I feel bad too because you all new I was crazy when I first got here and I didn't. I kept trying to prove to you all that I wasn't. I can hear the gloating, and "I knew it"s (even if your not I can still feel it)
I can only hope it is just boredom from doing the same thing all the time (work, home, relax, sleep). Just I cant understand why I have a craving to go be nervous in public for 2ish hours while spending money on over priced food and drink.
I feel bad too because you all new I was crazy when I first got here and I didn't. I kept trying to prove to you all that I wasn't. I can hear the gloating, and "I knew it"s (even if your not I can still feel it)
I can only hope it is just boredom from doing the same thing all the time (work, home, relax, sleep). Just I cant understand why I have a craving to go be nervous in public for 2ish hours while spending money on over priced food and drink.