- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
Hello everyone, First off I am having problems accepting myself, and It is effecting my family, Mostly becuse I don't know what myself is I don't know If I am trans or a little girl or a sissy. But One thing I do know is that I want to be a little girl and wear diapers all day and be doted on by a dom/mommy, but it frustrates me as well becuse I have to be an adult male and go to college, and to be honest the two sides are causing friction in my life, Also I have Imagined myself as beaing trans/a sissy due to me considering it and Sadly I loved it, I loved imagining wearing girls clothes, and beaing some girls sister and for some reason I Imagine myself in one of those TG Captions where I turn into a girl, and I enjoyed it massiviely, but they Leave me confused and sad becuse as I said I have to be an adult male and I feel sadly Indifferent to hating it, and due to what has been going on with my brother and college I have enough to worry about without dealing with this and It is hard and I just want to be a little girl so badly but as i said I can't and It saddens and confuses me. also I live in a small town in the bible belt and if i do transition, I am worried about what people would say to me, and the abandoning of people I love, and It's sad and I don't know what to do. I hate things I can't control.