How strong were you nappy wearing desires as a teenager?

AlmostHelBent

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I started out as an Infantilist (NL) aged around 7 so of course my teenage years were so far away that it's likely I'd have noticed a sexual change concerning ...well my place in this ABDL world. My home-life was pretty awful during my teens and there were at least two distractions that (as I've said before) if I divulged about them ...would mean too much about me is here on Adisc. I will say that I didn't really have a nappy-related sexual 'spike' during my teens (for those of you who work in mental graphs!) ...I did go to an an Adult Nursery for a session 4 months after turning legal (18! Don't panic!) and yes that may be early for some to do a thing like that ...however I've heard some have a session like that as an 18th / 21st birthday present so clearly back then I wasn't 'raging' with associated hormones!!!!!!!!!!
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Teddy02

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Being born over 70 years ago we only had terry nappies, disposables were not invented. I was a bedwetter until I was 12, then frequently/infrequently wet after that. I made nappies from towels and bin liners when I was very young, then sex reared it’s head and the nappies became inextricably linked. Yes, I was interested in girls but it was imagining them in nappies. I was desperate to be ‘normal’ and went through over 30 years of binge/purge/guilt at not being able/willing to control this monster, by which time I needed them as I was day wetting as well as bedwetting every day/night. It was not until I reached 60 that I reconciled myself to always wanting the nappies. Now I have had my prostate removed and am legitimately incontinent, so I can carry my nappy bag with me and all my friends know why.
 

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I went bac kto nappies at night during my teens because I was still wetting the bed most nights. I came to enjoy wearing them as much as I enjoyed being a bedwetter.
 

sbmccue

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As a teen, I never really had a chance to do much more than daydream. I finally got up the courage to tell my girlfriend when we were out parking one night, and that went well enough. She never really brought the subject up again, and neither did I, even though we were together for several years. I might have made a conscious effort to look at baby sections in catalogs or boxes of Pampers (they still came in boxes back then) in various stores, but I could never really act on my desires until I was much older and out of the house.
 
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Dl4201

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As a kid my desire to wear diapers was high since middle school to be honest as a teen i made and bought diapers secretly and i have autism around 14 I accidentally wet the bed a couple times and started wearing and haven’t stopped even tho I haven’t wet the bed in years i only wear at home and in bed
 

DiaperedRider

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Like many here my desires were very strong. So strong that I only had interest in girls that had little tendencies. Because I had very little interest in the vanilla girls some thought I was actually gay because I wasn't interested in the ones that liked me and the ones people tried to fix me up with. Mainly because at that time it was not easy to just come out for those of us that grew up before the internet. I know now that the key is to be100% accepting of yourself and that was nearly impossible then because we all thought we were alone and freaks for loving diapers. I was also a bedwetter until my sophomore year of high school.
 

GreenieTheFilly

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My diaper desires started when I was potty trained and then only got more and more intense. I remember a few years (maybe 7-9?) where I was able to mentally shut off the diaper thing, but as soon as I started to hit puberty the desires came back stronger than ever. As an adult, the sexual aspect weaned off a little, and when I started HRT it pretty much entirely shut down. So at this point I'm pretty AB with a little bit of non-sexual DL.
 

BobbiSueEllen

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Super-strong for me, 14. I don't think it was for sexuality per se, despite having my first orgasm while in Pampers; not only does your sexuality rage with the onset of puberty but so do your physique and mind; not only are you more able but you're more analytic about how to get your wants/needs met.

I'd always wanted to wear Pampers but it wasn't until puberty hit that not only did the urge increase exponentially but I was actually able to strategize how to get Pampers, to realize my semi-elaborate plans to get & wear them, to exploit and weave through little windows of opportunity to that end. All that exacerbated the desire, which went through the roof once I diapered up.

I still think it odd that my first sexual experience was while wearing Pampers rather than with a girl; I was hetero then but not a girl-magnet. I wouldn't lose my virginity with a female until a month before I turned 25! But diapers imprinted upon me as far as pleasure went, even before I had my first orgasm, when I didn't even know what an orgasm was...wearing diapers was just very tickly at first, then more so as I waddled, then this sudden, overwhelming force overtook my entire body, the wave, the pulse, the warm/wet feeling, heavy breathing...it felt like a heart atrack and suddenly I was terrified my family would find me dead, face-down on and hanging off the edge of my bed in nothing but a tee, shoes and a giant disposable diaper!

Somehow, I survived, LOL, and it was a new way of life for me...and never feeling more alone than for the next several years.
 

ykdprdave

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I’ve had the desire to be back in diapers back as far as I can remember and I have a very good memory of a lot of my childhood.

I literally craved diapers since I was potty trained. I remember being 4 and snatching some of my cousins diapers to wear. The desire continued on through the years and of course by my teens I reaalllyyy wanted diapers. Thats when I started purchasing diapers and wearing them from time to time

by my late teens I was pretty independent, had a great job, and went out and rented my own place. That’s when things got a little more serious. From that point I can count only a handful of nights I haven’t been diapered and since then have worn quite regularly during the day as well as many 24/7 stints
 

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My first sexual attraction was to other boys in my school, then to images of men on the internet. I suppressed those desires completely until I was 18 or 19, when I "came out" to my best and trusted friend, and I didn't lose my virginity until several years later. It took me even longer to accept my diaper fetish. Around the same time I discovered porn, I found diaper fetish websites (not this one) that affirmed the fantasies that were sparking in my mind. Having my own room and a computer with internet was crucial in this self-discovery. I would say the attraction to diapers was strong but didn't dominate my sexual fantasies. I repressed my diaper fetish even longer than my gay sexuality, until I was around 25 or 26 and bought my first pack of adult disposables.
 
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alarara

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It came in waves, sometimes not at all, but when it did come on, an urge like nothing else. The sudden urge that makes you go out at 10 pm to pick up a pack of Goodnites and not caring who sees you.

And when they came on, well, let's say it was hard to be able to wet them.

This urge began to ebb in my early twenties.
 
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