I probably think about it 30 or 40% of the time. Since coming to this site I might think about it a little more. Of course, it comes and goes in the binge/purge cycle. The thing is though, that I'm always happier in diapers than not, it's just that it's not usually practical when you work 3 jobs. I too am obsessive with all the things that interest me, and sometimes with people as well. I've learned to get a handle on that. I only buy music equipment if I can make a profit from it in my work. With people, I know they have their own lives to live, and really, I'm a pretty private person. As for diapers, why not!