Out of everyone I sympathize with you most. You're a strong person to do such a thing without losing hope. The community is with you, and don't let anyone tell you you're lying just because they're suspicious of new folks on here! They don't know what you've been throughPersonally speaking I wear 24 x 7 as I have Double Incontinence.
I really wish that I did not need to wear nappies (diapers) at times as they get boring never mind inconvenient!