morro
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I have often wondered why I so like to mess and wet myself. I know that my parents were avid potty trainers, I think probably far to keen. Someone once told me, in connection with my own children, that it shouldn't be rushed. But I probably was, so gave up nappies well before I was really ready
When still young, still in short trousers, I remember liking to wet myself. But it would dry naturally so I didn't need to change. And I guess dark grey short trousers meant wetness was not obvious. I also remember on day needing to poo. I was standing by the kitchen sink, Mum was doing some washing, and I just let it come. Mum was livid!
Getting older the desire to mess reduced but I still liked to wet myself. So I guess thats a life long need which has never faded. But the desire to shit myself only returned many years later. And its always been a very big desire to mess myself in public, whenever the circumstances allow. Today the wish to mess is stronger that the desire to wet - although I like both a lot. I have also always preferred firm poo, probably because I don't like messy clean ups!
One "special" occasion was when I decided to mess myself at the supermarket, I was in a nappy, wet myself whilst in the store, then on the way back to the car I pooped. I remember it was quite a lot so I was now very messy. Having put all my shopping in the car realisation hit me - I had to get in the car, sit on my poo and drive home. The feeling as I sat was wonderful, I am sure I was a few inches higher up in my seat!. Since when as soon as I poo myself I like to find somewhere to sit so I can feel what is in my panties/diaper
What has made a huge difference is discovering pull-ups. Worn under leggings or skinny jeans they are not noticable. But pooping a pull-up the poo is held firmly in place and when I sit it moulds to by bum. So I can be in a messed diaper for a day. Pull-ups also keep in nasty smells, so allowing me to do most things I would ordinarily do (go to the shops, meet the postman, do gardening, go to get newspapers or petrol, etc).
It is (for me) also fab to poo myself when out - walking my dog, in the supermarket. The thought of what I am doing/have just done is a real turn on for me.
these days I tend to poo only every 3 days and it is usually very firm. So the days in between are wetting days - sometimes in a pull-up, but often just peeing my knickers - which I can do repeatedly.
So coming fully up to the present - sat typing in a messed diaper that I have had on all day
When still young, still in short trousers, I remember liking to wet myself. But it would dry naturally so I didn't need to change. And I guess dark grey short trousers meant wetness was not obvious. I also remember on day needing to poo. I was standing by the kitchen sink, Mum was doing some washing, and I just let it come. Mum was livid!
Getting older the desire to mess reduced but I still liked to wet myself. So I guess thats a life long need which has never faded. But the desire to shit myself only returned many years later. And its always been a very big desire to mess myself in public, whenever the circumstances allow. Today the wish to mess is stronger that the desire to wet - although I like both a lot. I have also always preferred firm poo, probably because I don't like messy clean ups!
One "special" occasion was when I decided to mess myself at the supermarket, I was in a nappy, wet myself whilst in the store, then on the way back to the car I pooped. I remember it was quite a lot so I was now very messy. Having put all my shopping in the car realisation hit me - I had to get in the car, sit on my poo and drive home. The feeling as I sat was wonderful, I am sure I was a few inches higher up in my seat!. Since when as soon as I poo myself I like to find somewhere to sit so I can feel what is in my panties/diaper
What has made a huge difference is discovering pull-ups. Worn under leggings or skinny jeans they are not noticable. But pooping a pull-up the poo is held firmly in place and when I sit it moulds to by bum. So I can be in a messed diaper for a day. Pull-ups also keep in nasty smells, so allowing me to do most things I would ordinarily do (go to the shops, meet the postman, do gardening, go to get newspapers or petrol, etc).
It is (for me) also fab to poo myself when out - walking my dog, in the supermarket. The thought of what I am doing/have just done is a real turn on for me.
these days I tend to poo only every 3 days and it is usually very firm. So the days in between are wetting days - sometimes in a pull-up, but often just peeing my knickers - which I can do repeatedly.
So coming fully up to the present - sat typing in a messed diaper that I have had on all day
Who knows?
