I have been a diaper lover for as long as I can remember. I told my boyfriend of 4 years that I had desires to wear and use diapers. But this was a few months ago and he thought it was really weird. He asked me when I would talk to a doctor about it. Like I need to be fixed. Which I felt like I did. And sometimes I still feel that way. But I have started trying to accept this part of me, and I plan to marry this man. I just don't want to have to either keep this hidden or bury it again. How do I tell him? How do I help him understand? I know he won't throw four years away for this but I'm so scared.