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Well hi there Adisc. :smile1:

I guess after like 3 months of silently creeping on this site, a couple weeks of having this account, I should finally introduce myself and be a little more active on here. That being said, I know some of you a little bit already.

I am not new to feeling younger than I am, after about mid childhood I don't think I ever really grew up past that point. I still play with toys. Plushies cover my bed. I've always worn cartoon shirts and other things that look like they came from the kid's section. Hell, I even have a pair of velcro light up shoes. I watch pretty much nothing but cartoons. If you go into my room it's like you're walking into a kids room.

I'm also not new to diapers as I was also a bedwetter on and off my entire life. I still do wet occasionally, but only every once in awhile due to stress or after I haven't slept in a few days then finally hibernate for like 12 hours, or drink nyquil or swallow sleeping pills. They mess with my bladder and make my sleeping patterns even worse than they are. I don't wet enough to wear every night, but I have grown to like diapers so I wear just for the fun of it and when I do have an accident, I can rest easy knowing I'm covered. :3

And the thing is, I like wetting the bed when it happens. -woah never admitted that to anyone before- I keep a lot of things to myself so I don't really know how to express myself about subjects like these. I always feel awkward, but I really am trying.

I guess I just like feeling younger, my biggest fear is growing older. I knew I wasn't the only one like this, I've seen things on Tumblr and certain "diaper reviews" on YouTube, those god awful T.V. shows made for shock value. Might I say that is part of why I didn't come out earlier. I just don't want people to view me as I view others like me. I'm glad I found a place like this that isn't sexual and doesn't have that creepy vibe like other places have.

Speaking of coming out, I actually came out to my 2 best friends. It went rather well, I knew they would accept me no matter what, but it was nice to just tell someone, ya know. I feel much better about myself. So that's why I sort of wanted to start an account here, just to talk, feel reassured, and feel less alone.

I may be a minority here, I'm not actually an AB, I'm more of an adult kid, if anything. I like stuff made for kids, but not so much for babies. But still, I find so much in common with a lot of you.

Umm, I guess that's it for my introduction for now. I could ramble on about this forever, but I like to make things short and to the point. Also, gonna go make dinner. Later guys. Have a good whatevertimeitisofthedaywhereyouare!
 

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Very nice introduction! Thanks for joining and contributing. I'm sure we will see more of you around here. What's your bowling average?
 

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Very nice introduction! Thanks for joining and contributing. I'm sure we will see more of you around here. What's your bowling average?

Hi, Zipperless! Nice to meet you. My bowling average is roughly around 160-170. I'm a 2 handed bowler, actually. It makes it easier on my wrist and it's kinda fun with all those revolutions on the ball. I'm not on a league at the moment, unfortunately, my bowling ally shut down. ;-;
 

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I haven't bowled in awhile either. My average with a handicap was right around yours. I broke 200 for the first time in my life two years ago. I have no idea how since I was using a house ball.
 

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Ah, nice. My high game is 267. PERFECT UNTIL 9TH AND 10TH FRAME I WILL NEVER GET 300 EVER SDFOISDFJEHBKRSFDNIHBKJSDFLUBSDFOIYB

I do well with house balls, surprisingly. They are so inconsistent sometimes, though, depending on the ball. I jumped up from like 100 average to like 140/150 when I got my tzone ball. It has such a smooth ark into the pocket and it hits hard as well with my rev rate as high as it is. People tell me to get a performance ball, but... I dunno, I just dislike most high performance balls on the market today, they are just too jumpy for me, come in at weird angles, I have to throw them at like 20 mph to not go all the way to brooklyn. I DON'T LIVE THERE!
 

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My last custom ball was years ago. I don't even know if I could handle a performance ball.
 

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That looks awesome! I only did black light bowling once. That would be a good one to use.
 

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Welcome! Brilliant introduction. You're absolutely right that this site doesn't feel all icky and sexual like some places. And you're even more right about how television has made it seem so wrong, for lack of a better word. To the point where almost everyone I've told has taken their negative views on my infantilism from one of those wretched shows. But ADISC is a place where we know the whole truth about it. Anyway, enjoy yourself!
 

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Hi, Greeniebell. I'm liking this place more and more. Everyone seems so nice and willing to talk about things seriously and help others, it's a nice little community here. And yeah, I don't even know why they are even "coming out" as an AB/DL on T.V. in the first place. They're just exploiting them for entertainment and shock value, nothing else. It almost makes me think they are either really, really dumb or actors. I know some people go to extremes like that, but we're not all just some dumb baby wannabes that just sit in their crib all day buying their diapers they poop in and tons of toys with the welfare check they just got in the mail. We're people like everyone else with day jobs and/or go to school. We just like to feel young, is that so wrong? Meh.

But anyway, thanks for replying, Greeniebell. :D

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I go to the bowling alley the next city over every month or so. On Tuesday nights it's like 9 bucks a person for 3 hours after league. They have cosmic bowling (with black lights and lasers) and this ball is perfectttt.
 

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Welcome and might I say great intro you let us not a lot about you from the get go.And you aren't as much of a minority as you think because I know of other people on here on other sites that are AK and honestly I myself am an AK a lot of the time myself because like you I never really grew up so I act like a kid a lot of the time myself.And it's great you came out even if it was just a couple of your friends because it certainly is hard/weird because people tend to think oddly of people like us given all the shows and what not that paint us as weird,mentally ill,ect so it's great that you told your friends ^_^

Btw Love the icon I miss that show
 

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Hello, YAHLD! It's always nice to meet a fellow AK. :D

These two friends of mine are the two of the bestest friends ever. We have known each other since high school, we've hung out like pretty much every weekend after. I could tell them anything, I knew I could trust them. We know pretty much all of our secrets. We actually plan on living with each other here pretty soon. Boy, do I need to get out of this house. Me and my dad don't really get along so well all the time, but that's another story, for another time. So one day, while we were talking, I just sort of told them. Pretty much everything. It came to no surprise to them. xD The way I act. The way I bring my bear with me when I go to sleep over their house. They've been in my room, which no one else have, for obvious reasons. They're cool with it. Which makes me feel so much better about it.

And yeah, I love Recess. :3 I've just finished watching it all on Watchcartoonsonline. One of my favorite shows for sure. Thanks for replying, YAHLD.
 

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Yeah I'm an AK a lot of the time but I do have a bit of an AB side too lol

Well only a handful of people I know well know about me being AB/DL because I don't trust a lot of people I know in RL because they are kinda judgmental,but the people I've told have been really ok about and not made much of it because I doubt it surprised them because like you I've got some kidish things and what not although my plushies I had to put up cause I have to many but I kept my fav teddy on my bed to sleep with.And I actually understand what you're talking about with your dad because oddly enough I'm that way with my own it's kinda like oil and water because we never mix but we can get along so like you I'm looking to move out and as soon as I got the means I am.

Yeah it's one of mine too I always loved it especially the episode your avatar is from where TJ becomes a Kindergartner
 

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I honestly do feel a bit younger at times. I actually watch and like some shows like Jake and the Neverland Pirates and other preschool shows sometimes when they come on. Among other things. >.> So I do have some toddler-ish tendencies.

I have major trust issues, especially since I told a friend why I wouldn't let him stay the night. Bedwetting. He went and blabbed to another friend, big fight. Never trusted anyone again, until these two showed up. They're decent people. :3

My dad is like 55, grew up in the south and very closed minded. We get into soooooooo many fights. I can't stand closed mindedness. He's also an angry drunk at times... ._. That's why I can't wait to move out.

And yeah, that is my favorite episode of Recess, it's just so cute and relatable. Those kinds of episodes tend to be my favorites. Every show should get a regression episode.
 

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Well that isn't a bad thing I've done and still do similar stuff myself although the "Among other things >.>" line does have me curious what other stuff you mean

Oh wow well I certainly wouldn't blame you for not trusting anyone after that heck I didn't tell anyone for the reason I was scared they'd be blabber mouths and run off telling everyone.I mean bedwetting isn't exactly something anyone has any real control over

Well leaving out the drunk part that is the exact reason I can't stand my own because he is about as close minded as you can get and I just can't stand that because I'm a very open minded person like I'm guessing you are.

Yeah I know what you mean I wish they still did stuff like that but sadly these days good stuff like that is rarely ever used anymore
 

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Okay, you got me. Dx I have thought of stuff like sippy cups n stuff and I do suck my thumb on occasion. :sweatdrop: Yeah, we do live in the south, we both know how ignorant, closed minded, and gossipy people here can be. But there are those few who are worth telling and putting your trust in, I'm glad I found those few. Yeah, It's kind of sad they don't use regression episodes much anymore. I think the Legend Of Korra had one, but I can't think of anything else recent that had one.
 

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Hi, Greeniebell. I'm liking this place more and more. Everyone seems so nice and willing to talk about things seriously and help others, it's a nice little community here. And yeah, I don't even know why they are even "coming out" as an AB/DL on T.V. in the first place. They're just exploiting them for entertainment and shock value, nothing else. It almost makes me think they are either really, really dumb or actors. I know some people go to extremes like that, but we're not all just some dumb baby wannabes that just sit in their crib all day buying their diapers they poop in and tons of toys with the welfare check they just got in the mail. We're people like everyone else with day jobs and/or go to school. We just like to feel young, is that so wrong? Meh.

But anyway, thanks for replying, Greeniebell. :D

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I go to the bowling alley the next city over every month or so. On Tuesday nights it's like 9 bucks a person for 3 hours after league. They have cosmic bowling (with black lights and lasers) and this ball is perfectttt.

You're definitely right. Every tv show I've seen about AB/DLs has been at least a bit overblown. I've tried to explain to people that A. I'm not pooping in my diaper B. I'm not using it as an unhealthy escape from anything. I just enjoy being little. And people that are using it as an escape aren't doing it unhealthily. It's actually a brilliant, and harmless way to wind down, or whatever you need it for. But those shows have made it virtually impossible to explain to half the people that have seen them. But, I'm rambling. Have fun, my friend.
 

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It's actually a brilliant, and harmless way to wind down, or whatever you need it for.

Oh man do I agree. Life is so stressful sometimes, it's just nice to go back to a time where you can just escape that, at least for awhile. It feels so good to just play with your toys and watch cartoons, or do whatever.

And I am having fun, no worries about that. :D
 

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Hey man, welcome! Great to see a new AK join the group! :smile1:

Props on the Recess avatar, by the way. Respect! :D
 
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