Hey there Marcus.
So, not retarded. It's cool that you made a greeting. actually most of us here, IC, AB, DL, whatever, are a pretty decent bunch of people, and we like to make everyone feel welcome. You're obviously looking to connect with others around your particular life, issues, concerns, whatever, and well you will find some caring individuals willing to listen and share. So again, your welcome, and thanks for taking this step. cheers.