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SoftMichel

Confused, trying to cope, need lots of Hugs.
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  1. Adult Baby
  2. Diaper Lover
  3. Sissy
  4. Little
Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.

I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?

AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.

Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.

I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.

I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.

I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.

Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
 
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SoftMichel said:
Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.

I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?

AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.

Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.

I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.

I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.

I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.

Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
Hello Michel welcome to this great site, hope you make loads of new friends, I’m 59, there are some quite a bit older the me too, have fun 👍🏻
 
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You are both youngsters!! I’m 73 and there are many older than me on ADISC. I hope you find what you are looking for here. There is lots to discover.
 
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SoftMichel said:
Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.

I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?

AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.

Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.

I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.

I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.

I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.

Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
Hi michel only took you a few days to work up Courage to join ADISC, took me much longer. Anyhoo you’ll like it here enjoy
 
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Hello and welcome from the UK!
 
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Welcome no shame in lurking for a bit before getting your feet wet...hope you have a great time here
 
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Hello Michel ! Lovely to have you on site !
I am sure you will fit in here very well ! 😀.
The age range here is 18 - 100 years old .
I am late 40s but I am not grown up , and I still look young for my age .
I look forward to communicating with you , this site is friendly, and a few people here are truly exceptional. Enjoy 😉!
 
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welcome xxx
 
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SoftMichel said:
Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.

I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?

AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.

Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.

I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.

I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.

I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.

Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
Hello and welcome. As for age you are just a "Baby" compared to lots of us here. I for one am 67 and there are more that are older than me.
 
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SoftMichel said:
Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.

I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?

AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.

Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.

I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.

I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.

I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.

Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
Welcome to the site
Wide age range of members on here
By no means the oldest
Many members 65+
 
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Welcome, quite something finding out you're not the only one attached to diapers and baby life isn't it. It was certainly something else for me to experience as well. I'm still quite young but I don't think this desire will fade. Have fun and enjoy.
 
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Thank you all so much for your warm replies. I feel very welcome.
 
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Welcome, @SoftMichel - Thank you for a nice introduction. I'm 46 (for another two weeks), married, and have two teenage kids. It's difficult to nurture one's little side when there are actual, chronological littles running around in your house, but... My oldest just turned 18. I'm doing it! I'm surviving!!! :)

I knew about the online ABDL community for most of 20 years before I jumped in. I'd guarded my secret for so long that it was really hard for me to open up, even to an anonymous forum. I think I understand how you feel. Hopefully your bravery will be rewarded with friendship and support. I didn't realize how much I needed that until after I'd been here a while.

Take care and enjoy the site. I hope you find it fun and helpful.
 
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Hi and welcome to the site. I'm 75 years old. The grim reaper is renting my spare bedroom and he just keeps looking at me with that lean and hungry look!
 
dogboy said:
Hi and welcome to the site. I'm 75 years old. The grim reaper is renting my spare bedroom and he just keeps looking at me with that lean and hungry look!
Just keep starving him ! (He already looks so thin , I could swear he's a skeleton! )
😊 ..
 
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