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Hi, I am Michel. I found your forum a few days ago and have only now plucked up the courage to register an account.
I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?
AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.
Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.
I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.
I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.
I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.
Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.
I live in the Amsterdam area. I am a 53 year old man, married with two grownup children. I guess I may be the oldest one here?
AB/DL is a new term to me yet the more I am reading about this the more it Feels so right. The feelings I am getting from this are so intense, the Mommies, the Regression, the Diapers, the Sissy.
Actually, my heart is beating so fast and hard as I write this. Feeling quite faint.
I was diagnosed autistic last year so am very slowly learning how to connect to my senses and finding a safe place. I need to find myself again. I lost myself so long ago. I know I need Calm, Gentleness, Tenderness, Softness.
I am having great difficulties accepting my Softness, after a lifetime of denial. I hope you all can help me with this.
I am finding listening to asmr Mommies very calming. Even their written, gentle words calm me. It really feels beautiful. Are there any mommies here? If not, that is ok, I hope I can still make some friends here.
Feeling vulnerable right now. Kind Regards.