Im not sure where to begin!...Im 21 years old, i had/have spinal condition when i was born, several surgeries later, since i was 2 years old to when i was 16 years old, i have permanent incontinence. This is my deepest and most embarrassing secret ive never discussed with anyone and i kinda wanted to just vent here, idc if no one reads this even..ive been wearing diapers since...forever really, 24/7....have multiple bullies at school and in real life, making fun of the kid wearing a diaper..my family even is tired of my getting wet sometimes because the diaper leaked and causing urine stains on the sofa or the smell bothers them...kinda hard to mask the smell since i always have urinary tract infections and that makes all this and my life even more difficult...wearing perfumes dont work, it just makes the smell even more worse...and it isnt like few drops of urine or anything...its worse, so worse that i have to change a diaper every 3-4 hours...plus add the extra water i must drink so my kidneys dont shut down from the infection...im pretty sure im infertile by now ass well because of all this..cant masturbate, one real joy people seems to have, no pleasure from sex either, i get hard, sure...no feeling, as if everything is numb...
If anyone is out there, who is medically incontinence, please, give me a reason to live, tips to recover after a person in the elevator gives you this horrible look because of the smell, give me some hope....
Im terribly sorry if this is a completely wrong forum to post any of this, im not suicidal, i wouldnt do that to the person who has to clean up the remains of me, im just out of hope...
If anyone is out there, who is medically incontinence, please, give me a reason to live, tips to recover after a person in the elevator gives you this horrible look because of the smell, give me some hope....
Im terribly sorry if this is a completely wrong forum to post any of this, im not suicidal, i wouldnt do that to the person who has to clean up the remains of me, im just out of hope...