This is going to probably be one of the more sad introductions. I am a DL have been as long as I can remember. I lost my wife of 20 years on April 10 due to complications from brain and breast cancer. My wife was so understanding of everything (not immediately but hey we got there) it became a decent part of our relationship and I am so lost without that bond her & I had. Not just because of losing my wife but losing a huge part of what I considered my identity. This was my last step trying out a forum to meet some like minded people or maybe someone who has been through something similar. Just mostly looking for a friend.