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Hi Guys,
Im from Germany and i dont live in the USA so i apologize for my bad english,
i hope its still readable.
Im still very nervous beause this is my first outcome as a ABDL ever!
No one knows this about me except me.
I had this love for diapers since i was a teenager and i felt wierd and thought something is wrong with me.
I allways hoped this strange fetish would go away someday.
But it did never go. Indeed it has grown even stronger with the years.
At 16 i had a Diaper for the first time after my childhood (A Molicare Super Plus,) and it felt so good, but after
using it i felt like a criminal and i disposed it together with the other fresh not used dieaper (was a sample of 2)
because i felt so guilty.
And after a wile i had this urge to get into a diaper again and on some point it grown so strong that i get another
2 Diapers (Molicare Pull Ups this time) and put on one and used it after i was home alone.
And again i felt bad after it, but this time i could not throw the other fresh diaper away with it too.
I decided to use the last one when the time is right for #1 and #2 and that this would satisfy me enough so
that i will never use a Diaper again.
But i was so wrong.
I did not even think about diapers for a long time, dating girls and living a "normal" life but somehow
i was remembering the diapers and i was total enchanted by the memorys.
It got so far that i was dreaming about shoping in a Mall for Diapers....
On that Point i could no longer lie to myselfe. I started to look in the Internet about Diaperfetish and this stuff,
i wanted to know if im sick or not.
And What i have found is, that im not alone, im not sick, im not a criminal. Im part of a community.
People have all kind of wierd fetishs and to buy and use a diaper is not worse than buy and use a sextoy.
It took a while but after reading more and more about it i could realy accept myselfe to 100%
im so much more relaxed no.
My Bad feelings are gone.
I ordered a Pack of Crinklz after reading the Review here on this Forum and i did not regret it.
for the first time in my life i felt free.
Newborn
Newborn as a ABDL.
I hope this was not too much or wrong as an introduction.
Im from Germany and i dont live in the USA so i apologize for my bad english,
i hope its still readable.
Im still very nervous beause this is my first outcome as a ABDL ever!
No one knows this about me except me.
I had this love for diapers since i was a teenager and i felt wierd and thought something is wrong with me.
I allways hoped this strange fetish would go away someday.
But it did never go. Indeed it has grown even stronger with the years.
At 16 i had a Diaper for the first time after my childhood (A Molicare Super Plus,) and it felt so good, but after
using it i felt like a criminal and i disposed it together with the other fresh not used dieaper (was a sample of 2)
because i felt so guilty.
And after a wile i had this urge to get into a diaper again and on some point it grown so strong that i get another
2 Diapers (Molicare Pull Ups this time) and put on one and used it after i was home alone.
And again i felt bad after it, but this time i could not throw the other fresh diaper away with it too.
I decided to use the last one when the time is right for #1 and #2 and that this would satisfy me enough so
that i will never use a Diaper again.
But i was so wrong.
I did not even think about diapers for a long time, dating girls and living a "normal" life but somehow
i was remembering the diapers and i was total enchanted by the memorys.
It got so far that i was dreaming about shoping in a Mall for Diapers....
On that Point i could no longer lie to myselfe. I started to look in the Internet about Diaperfetish and this stuff,
i wanted to know if im sick or not.
And What i have found is, that im not alone, im not sick, im not a criminal. Im part of a community.
People have all kind of wierd fetishs and to buy and use a diaper is not worse than buy and use a sextoy.
It took a while but after reading more and more about it i could realy accept myselfe to 100%
im so much more relaxed no.
My Bad feelings are gone.
I ordered a Pack of Crinklz after reading the Review here on this Forum and i did not regret it.
for the first time in my life i felt free.
Newborn
Newborn as a ABDL.
I hope this was not too much or wrong as an introduction.
