- Adult Baby
has anyone every thought of quitting diapers. if so why and did you?
that's what kinda happened to meSetoKaiba said:I've had my far share of the binging and purging cycles.
Just recently due to other things going on in life and focusing on my professional career I had decided to really take a backseat to the ABDL world.
I even posted my collection to sell so I would not be tempted to return. It has been a hard decision but I have to agree and say I do not want this addiction to control me any longer. I even realized that when looking at the diapers I do still have left in collection I get no feeling of joy or satisfaction from them as I once did, I kind of took that a sign to start quitting and giving it up.
i have and did, not long after i started wearing at the start of last year because i thought im wierd, im a deviant, ill get locked up if someone found out and probably had the same thoughts as most other people. i lasted about a month if that. the urge to wear nappies again became more stronger than ever b4 so i started wearing again for a few weeks and again the i quit for the same reasons as i mentioned b4 i was even on the verge of suicide because of the shame i felt til i heard the song "i am what i am" by gloria gaynor a couple of times on repeat and accepted its who im meant to be and its nobody elses buisness what i do in my own home or when i wear in public (aslong as its covered) but now i tell people i wear them and dont care what any one thinks or what looks i get. if i have visitors at my home which is very seldom and im wearing then its covered same when im in publi. because my closest friends know, i go to their houses wearing. its never mentioned now but when they asked i told them i had no control over my bladder due to an injury (which at the time i did) only my ex-bestfriend knew who then outed me to there partner which is why i ended up on the verge of suicide. since i accepted it i dont care who else knows.im also a crossdresser which everyone has known for i dont know how long and every one also knew i wore womens pantys from a young age aswell and that didnt bother me so why should people knowing i wear nappys bother me or the fact there girl nappies i mostly wear. if it wasnt for me accepting that ninight i probs wouldnt be here today but glad i am xxxeliblox2009 said:has anyone every thought of quitting diapers. if so why and did you?